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25-9-2008 - I may be pg, and i'm scared

My mood while writing this blog: really scared

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Right now i feel like crying? Why? I'm scared...

Scared to think I may be pregnant.

Months ago, I prayed in vain to be pregnant after my two miscarriages... Now? Tables have turned...

My relationship with my current boyfriend Andy (32) a wonderful young man, has been no different from the ordinary... having our equal share of good times and bad times... Memories to cherish and those u wish u'd never created... a typical relationship i may call it...

My LMP was the 31st August, i didnt start back my birth control (Yasmin) until 11th September (CD12) and i don't think I should have had unprotected sex till 7 days after i started back; In doing so, i reassured Andy that it was safe for us to go ahead and have sex. On Thursday self… all that time we had unprotected sex. what a mistake...

Now? I'm on CD26, 12DPO and cranky like sh*t. (sorry lol)

I havent mentioned a thing to Andy just yet, and I'm not too sure as to how I should...

I spoke to my mom last night (in an indefinite way) asking her if I were to be pregnant, what would she do...

Her response: "It's not my baby to take care of, and I won't do anything..."

Now knowing my mother she won't ignore me or my baby's needs (if i were pregnant).

The problem is that I haven't mentioned a thing to Andy.... my biggest problem just yet. I dont want to mention anything to him then I find out I'm not pregnant, and he's scared to continue having sexual relations with me... I said only when I get a definite answer would I mention it to him.

Meanwhile when I started having these weird feelings, I stopped birth control almost immediately. I last took a pill on Saturday, and usually my period comes (or I get signs, eg a little pink <sorry tmi>) about 2 days after stopping the pill; it's now 4 days and I have no signs of it anywhere...

I am practically nauseous 99% of the day, am always hungry, am eating more than the usual, and am pee-ing a lot more often than I used to... my bbs hurt (not unbearable) and my sex drive has died (sigh, an almost definite sign). And basically I find myself lacking sleep ALOT! I'm always tired, and I've been crampy and b*tchy... lolz! Been sneezing a lot and pregnancy has been on my mind more now than ever…

I am soooooo scared to POAS right now, u guys have NO idea...

I'm at work online Yahoo Messenger, and I hope to chat with someone soon, i fear i will lose it soon! LMAO!

Anyways, if you're reading this, thanks soooo much for doing that... you've really helped, and any advice would be greatly appreciated!

TTYL and i will update as soon as i POAS...

Bye!

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5 Comments on I may be pg, and i'm scared


molly2416 - Friday, 26 Sep
Relax and remember everything happens for a reason.

kimmeym - Friday, 26 Sep
First of all, I want you to try to stay calm till you do a test. It may be too early to test but try a first response test and see what comes up. You really shouldn't tell your bf till you know for sure cause it may not be an easy conversation. I'll pray for you.

dallas - Thursday, 25 Sep
i shouldnt worry much yet...if you dont get early october than i would be thinking hmmm i might be pregnant...
wish you nothing but the best.....

Its Lucy baby - Thursday, 25 Sep
well first cograts if u are being a omom is a great thing but a lot of the sytpoms u descriebed dont happen until way farteher along including the back pain it comes from the baby in the tummy but youd be farther along but on the birght side of things for u back pain is a side of your period so you never know but just think about it and dont worry so much im sure watever happens your be happy inn the end babys are great n ur have fun if u are its life change for the better n if your not u got time to get there so good luck

brownsugar - Thursday, 25 Sep
calm down mama
don't stress your self out. it is wise that u have not told your boyfriend yet because u don't even know if u are pregnant or not. i would test first then let him know the results of the test. Don't be afraid of being a mom it is a very wonderful experience. i have 6 kids and i am only 27 i love being a mom it is very rewarding. I understand your scared but don't be mama everything is going to be ok. just put your trust in GOD and he will work it all out for u.just calm down and try not to stress your self out.u are going to be ok i just know it keep me posted