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| 10-4-2008 - Update April 10th |
My mood while writing this blog: good |
My tummy is starting to get really big. I can't believe the baby will double in size between now and birth (which means my tummy will also double!) I worry about weight gain cause they are so strict here. I gained 1kg (2lbs) in two weeks last Doctor's appointment and they were telling me to be careful. It's only been a week since then and I think I've gained the same or more already!! Because I lost 6 kgs during morning sickness, I've only actually gained 4 or 5 kgs since my prepregnancy weight (11llbs) but I was already 20 lbs overweight. So, have I gained more than 10 kgs starting from my lowest weight during morning sickness or have I gained only 4 or 5??? I worry that I'm gaining weight too quickly and not eating healthy enough and that it will affect the baby. The last few weeks I've been so bad, eating chocolate, chips and stuffing my face til I'm bursting with regular meals (always regretting that afterwards, yet still stupidly doing it again!) I also find it difficult to eat in the mornings again, slight nausea has returned and I have to be awake for more than an hour to eat (unless I've gotten to sleep in). That means I eat at work- again not as healthy- I need my whole wheat cereal with milk. I'm worried about not getting enough calcium (though I take supplements). I just feel guilty basically for how I've been eating the past few weeks. And my main exercise is going to the washroom! At least I still have a couple months left to try and eat healthier. I hope my hunger level goes down and my cravings for bad things goes away. I'm not so big on the will power. I started off writing this in a good mood, but now I feel down :(
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