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| 21-11-2009 - The worse day:( |
My mood while writing this blog: All over the place. |
Wow I really do think i'm losing it! I can't stop crying today and I feel like crap:( I cant bend, clean my house without having to sit down every 5min, Sleep or even pull myself up off the sofa. I know I have grown an amazing amount since week 37 I just feel like I can't do another day. I also feel so bored and stressed over nothing! Think I have kinda been picking on the poor hubby:( I really wanna go out walking but scared to go to far. I never remember being like this with the other 2 children. Alice was born at 38 weeks but my son was 4 days over and I dont remember feeling this crap. I REALLY JUST WANNA STAND AND SCREAM!!!!!!
Every little thing is a big deal. I cry as I need to pee and know it's gonna hurt to pull myself out the bed, My pelvis is killing. I know it can't be long but it dont feel that way to me right now. It eels like im pretty much stuck this way. I know people say time to rest up as gonna have a baby to care for but I just feel to nest but my body is holding me back. Sorry for a crap blog and a long rant ladies I just needed to let it all pour out.xxxx
19 Comments on The worse day:(Mommy1126 -
Tuesday, 24 Nov Just the other day I went through the same thing. I wanted to clean up my room it is sooo cluttered and I finally had the energy.... about 45 mins into cleaning and my feet were big o red water balloons and hurt.. I had to lay down and kick up my feet but I was sooo pissed I wanted to finish... so the swelling went down a bit and I continued...it was 11pm already and had to wake up at 630 and my bf was telling me to stop already.... I told him i was just so frustrated...turned off the light and started crying..... I couldn't stop... and it was sooo loud I had to step into the rest room to let it all out.... We are almost done though. I cleaned up more yesterday got more done.. but picking clothes up from the floor and tryin to kneel to look for things is just a whole obstacle in itself... especially getting back up. well.... almost... Hope we have our babies soon as possible!! Brooklyn82 -
Monday, 23 Nov I went 3 weeks overdue ... it's hard, and I'll be the first to admit it. When all is said and done, you'll back and see how much pain and suffering you had, but now find that it's was all worth it. You're a strong woman. Just try to hang in there ... all the crying and hurting is so normal ... unfortunately. I was in the same boat as you, and most times, no one's encouragement helped. I felt so bad ... but you're at the very end. And I promise you, when you hear that first cry ... it'll have been MORE than worth it. Best of luck! surprise3 -
Monday, 23 Nov I know it's horrible, just stick it out. I had a bad day yesterday too! Started crying. I'm still workign f/t (I'm only 34 weeks) I just feels like the house is NEVER NEVER clean. It's so hard to clean, work and take care of the kids. Sometimes you need a good cry. I guess I shouldn't be so uptight...just leave the house a mess for a bit! Firsttimemum78 -
Monday, 23 Nov Good luck and I hope your baby arrives soon. I know exactly how you feel, I am 41 weeks tomorrow and so want my baby out now. Trying to sleep is a nightmare and moving in bed is even worse. I too have been trying to clean the house, but just end up in tears if I do too much because of the pain. Labour dust to you hun. it will all be over soon enough. :-) xxx fourth4faye -
Sunday, 22 Nov hi clairei certainly can identify with what you're feeling.i also can't remember feeling this way with my first 3.the groin/pelvic pain, the dread of going to bed at night knowing that i won't be comfortable and knowing that the bathroom trips will be endless.lacking sleep, can't move around as i would like to and the pain, pain and more pain. my due date is thanksgiving day and i KNOW this will be over soon, it just doesn't feel that way NOW. i am reaching in really deep for reserves of patience, and it's difficult.cheer up, there's an end to the longest rope. we will get there, surely. CryMommy09 -
Sunday, 22 Nov I no how U feel compleatly! I feel the same way. It sucks and I hate it. I wan't this baby out "NOW" babyluv843 -
Sunday, 22 Nov oh hun Im so sorry! you know I felt the exact same way!!! and I KNOW u dont want to hear it but it WILL b over soon!!!! good luck and bunches of labor dust!c kickboxerbaby -
Sunday, 22 Nov Trust me honey it will get better. But rant all you want we have all been or are still there with you. There is nothing worse then feeling like you don't have control over your own life. Your little one will be here soon and all this craziness will be a thing of the past. You want even remember it. You will be to busy holding your little angel. Hang in there sweety. aileenc0 -
Sunday, 22 Nov that's a shame it's horrible to feel like that, don't worry about the hubby that's what he's there for lol take care hun not too long now Aiona -
Sunday, 22 Nov I thought it was just me! Ever since my parents arrived Wednesday, I have just been irritable at everything. Tired easily. I had a couple of crying spells. Maybe it is just my parents being here, but maybe not. mom of 7 and 1 on the way -
Sunday, 22 Nov Aww I'm sorry your not feeling to great. Just remember that the outcome is well worth is and your almost done. Hope you get feeling better soon. masonnickey -
Saturday, 21 Nov Hey Claire. It's hard mama, but it's going to get easy as soon as your little one makes his appearance! Keep the faith mama and remember we are here for you. smurf91 -
Saturday, 21 Nov Oh man..I feel so bad for you...I feel like this now at 31 weeks as of tuesday...I so hope I can have my body back before 38 weeks...I don't want to wait till January 2010...feel better! carrmommyof3 -
Saturday, 21 Nov thats exactly how i felt. and it seemed like he would never come. soon tho before you know it. but now i just have to get used to everything. it's hard doing it by myself with a 3 year old while my hubby's gone at work all week. i've been trying not to cry. i feel like i'm going to go crazy. but i think i'm starting to get used to things and how they need to be done. it doesn't help i was breast feeding and he didn't seem to be getting enough so i had to start using formula. kinda disappointed as i did it with my first and had no problems. it's just frustrating and overwhelming. but i really hope you have your baby soon. i know i feel so much better i can do stuff again. still got a pretty sore bottom but other than that i feel great. so good luck and hope your little one comes very soon. kkarli -
Saturday, 21 Nov i know exactly how you feel.. i feeeell so bad i cant even take madison for a walk because i dont wanna go to far because i just wanna come back and sleep.. or rest. my mind is mush,and i feel like im going crazy!!!!!!! i went out last night for acouple hours with my bfs sister to go look at xmas stuff and everything it was actually good.. but ive just been feeling so tired and even worse i cant think like a NORMAL PERSON.. i started crying like big sobs this morning and ive been feeling down today i feel okay but i was feeling super bored and stuff because i cant seriously go anywhere.. its wayyyyy to much for me and my body feels like its going to calapse.. i was NEVER like this with maddy,i mean i couldnt believe i was pregnant but i was going to school and doing stuff this time around i mean i do have an almost 2 year old but im soo stresssed and just hit my limit of physical stuff.. i HATE IT.. its no fun.. proud.mummy.of.3xxx -
Saturday, 21 Nov Aww hun sorry you feel like s*it I know it is so hard at the end and you feel like you have been pregnant for years I hope you feel better soon you will have your little boy in your arms soon enough hun xxx Leigh xxx babykake -
Saturday, 21 Nov i get what your saying im having the same problems with the walking i need to do it so i can get things going but it hurts sooooo bad and the getting up,down,in and out of bed is the worst pain ive had so far i cant stop crying i just want it over now and im sure you do too good luck i hope your not waiting too long so you can get back to normal newmommy -
Saturday, 21 Nov Awww....Claire sorry that you feel this way.....I have been nesting just like you and I have to sit down every five minutes also...its hurt's me to get out of bed and even turn over at night.....My back is always killing me and my ankels are always swollen and stiff......The crying hasn't happened in awhile..but the mean in me always comes out when my hubby get's me mad...and the crusing my mouth can be like the sewer lol......I get so mad I get heartburn.......lol.....Iam getting kind of frustrated wondering dame when is she comming out...but God knows when the time is right....Iam very sorry that you feel this way.....alot of women feel the same way you do....Iam glad you wrote about it so we all can give you the support you need.......just continue to keep the faith.....if you have to vent you feelings continue to blog........Iam sending the labor and delivery dust your way now.....I hope you get out of this stage..and before you know it or least expect it lil man will be here...My mom always said that God does everything for a reason and there is always a reason why things happen in this life.....The next famous quote she always recites is God only gives us what we can bear.......I hope these words that my mom has passed on to me thru the years help you also at this time...I will continue to pray for you and your family....hugs and kisses...xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo..... lasheka21 -
Saturday, 21 Nov Aww...hun. Sorry you are feeling that way. Soon enough your bundle of joy will be here!!! ♥TAKE CARE♥