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	Age: 28 Country: United kingdom Province/region: Berkshire City: Windsor Partner: Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: No Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: Care worker
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12-8-2009 - I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING

My mood while writing this blog:
SAD

I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING GOD WHATS WRONG WITH ME, IM REALLY NOT COPING 2DAY.

I AM VERY GRATEFUL 2 B HAVING MY LITTLE BOY AND AM GRATEFUL FOR MY GIRLS BUT I M NOT COPING AT ALL AT THE MOMENT.

I FEEL SO TIRED AND RUN DOWN, MY HANDS AND FEET R SWOLLEN AND PUFFY, BP WAS UP ON MONDAY BUT NOT PROTIEN. IVE BEEN FEELING LIGHT HEADED 2DAY I HAD TO HOLD ON BOTH SIDE GOING UP THE STAIRS EARLIER CAUSE I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA FAINT AND I DONT HAVE THE ENGERY 2 DO SOD ALL. IM RUNNING OUT OF PATIENTS WITH THE GIRLS 2 QUICKLY AND FEEL IM NOT BEING A GOOD MUM 2 THEM.

I AM ALSO SNAPPING AT MY HUBBY AND HE IS GETTING MOODY WITH ME ASWELL CAUSE IM BEING MOODY WITH HIM AND MY PLACE IS A SHIT HOLE SO MUCH TO DO EVERYTIME I SEEM 2 CLEAN SUMWHERE WITH AN HOUR ITS TRASHED AGAIN I GIVE UP. EVERYTHING I SEEM 2 DO IS FAILING OR NOT GOING RIGHT AND I FEEL I AM GETTING NOWHERE.

ALL IN ALL DONT MEAN TO GO ON LADIES BUT IM HAVING A SHIT DAY AND FEEL CRAP AND REALLY CUD JUST CRY RIGHT NOW. :-(

WHEN WILL I EVER FEEL BETTER?

10 Comments on I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING

Bubbles-Eleanor-Ruby - Thursday, 13 Aug
Awwwww hunnie! So sorry to hear you are having a rough time at the moment! It will all be worth it in the end i assure you! You ARE A GREAT MUM to the girls, don't EVER think anything bad about your parenting skills! So what if you are a bit moody at times, your husband loves you and knows that you dont mean it so dont worry! Try and relax and get your BP down!! PLEASE!! Chill out (as much as you can) have some YOU time! xx BUG HUGS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

faith-star-x - Thursday, 13 Aug
oh hunni first of ((((((BIG HUGS))))))... 2nd its just your hormones sending you crazy towards the end of pregnancy, dont worry about the housework it can wait, run yaself a nice warm bath and relax for abit, then give the girls a big hug, it will all work out i promise, hope you feel better soonx xx

REDBEAMER - Thursday, 13 Aug
Girl i was like that with my son...I believe it just happens at the end of the pregnancy..the anxiety levels are high and beling sleep deprived don't help matter either.. .what i find a good help is take a deep breath and remember its not the kids fault. Love them that is all they need... its hard i know because you are just so tired. Well, your husband is home pull yourself away for a few minutes and come back... it helps and you will see... you are at the end... It will get better I PROMISE...

Dizzyblond1979 - Thursday, 13 Aug
ah Clare! big hugs darlin bloody life eh!!! just think hun its going to be all over very very soon for you you have done soo so well! you really have, you put moaning minnies like me to shame! im only 8 weeks and there's a bigger age gap between Paige n this one n im a wreck! god knows what im gunna be like later one! just think in a few weeks your body will be your own again you will have 3 beautiful children! and be able to chill with a glass of wine...or the bottle lolare you still in teh same property Clare?!?xxxxx

longed4baby - Wednesday, 12 Aug
Hey hun, hope your feeling better today, i agree with everyone else you need some me time. Can mil help? Your a great mum, dont ever think your not, you do everything possible for Courtney and Jessica, just think of all the lovely days out you've been on during the holidays and the lovely party you did for Jess's birthday. I really admire how well you've coped so far being pregnant and having a 5 and 1 year old, you've done brilliant hun!! You know where to find me if you need a chat, big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

GinaMummy - Wednesday, 12 Aug
Hi Claire, I always read your blogs but never make a reply but thought I would reply to this one. First of all I wanna send you a big cyber hug, I hope that when you get this message you are feeling a bit brighter. I can totally identify with how you feel... I have days where I feeel that all I do is clean and cook and run around after the girls. The house never seems clean the washing never seems to get done, the ironing pile always seems to be there no matter HOW much ironing I do. So please you are not alone in this, everyone feels like this at sometime or another, plus ontop of two girls and the house you are pregnant, so your homones are going mad, you are probably carring around a MASSIVE baby bump, and you are tired because its bloody tiring carrying a baby never mind all the other stuff you have to do. Take a deep breath and relax, is there any way you could get some rest over the weekend? Could hubby take the kids out for the morning/afternoon/whole day? so that you can potter around and get some jobs done and have a rest. You really need to think about something that will make you feel better and rested and you need to ask for some help. Your a great mum, you just need a little time out just to gather your thoughts, pick yourself up and finfish the rest of your pregnancy.I hope you feel brighter today xx

Shelley- - Wednesday, 12 Aug
Oh I'm sorry u feel so shit mate - It can't be easy having 2 babies already to look after & one on the way, I'm struggling with just one on the way! I think ur hubby probably understandsso wouldn't get too upset about that, I agree about trying to get just a little bit of time to urself though, I know it's probably hard for u but even just an hour of u time would be better than nothing! A lot of these emotions are due to u being heavily pregnant, tired out & extremely stressed & it's not helping ur blood pressure - hope u start to feel a lil bit better soon!xxx

TexasMommyWannaBe - Wednesday, 12 Aug
Hey, you have every right to feel the way you do. You have a lot to handle; Jessica, Courtney and your little man growing inside you. It can be too much for one person to take. You can't do everything - ask your husband for help. If the house is messy, so be it. You have to take care of yourself right now, especially the swelling and the bp issue. I hope you can get some rest tonight and feel better soon.... :)

mommy-ofa-boy - Wednesday, 12 Aug
i'm sure it wil get better we all haveour times. have you askd your husband to help with the girls so you can get a little break whether you lock yourself in the room to take a nap or read a book everyone needs time to there selves. you cant takecare of everything especially being pregnant so something had to give atleast for alittle while whether its cleaning the house doing arrands or the extra stuff you do with the girlstake a break hun i hope you feel better soon

mamalvs4 - Wednesday, 12 Aug
i was having a day just like that a few days ago........i finally went and locked myself in the bathroom and took a hot bath......ask your doctor( mine gave me the okay) and just relaxed for a little bit, shaved my legs washed my hair etc etc, if you cant take a bath, go in your bedroom turn a lamp on, light some candles read a non pregnancy book and just take some time for you, you cant take care of them if you aret taking care of you, your family can manage one day without your constant attention,,,,,give a little attn to yourself

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