30-8-2009 - FAU VISIT

My mood while writing this blog: SICK

SO I VISIT FAU AGAIN 2DAY I GOT THERE AT 8AM AND WAS THE FIRST PERSON THERE SO I WAS SEEN STRIAGHT AWAY AND HAD MY URINE CHECKED WHICH SHOWED A TRACE OF PROITEN AND ALSO HAD MY BP DONE WHICH WAS141/87 WHICH IS HIGH WAS PUT ON CTG TRACE AND ALFIE SEEMS VERY HAPPY FELT BABY MOVE WHILST ON TRACE, ALSO HAD PET BLOODS DONE AFTER I CAME OFF TRACE I WAITING FOR MY BLOOD RESULTS WHICH SHOWED MY IRON LEVEL HAD DROPED AGAIN AND ALSO MY URATE HAS BEEN RISING OVER THE LAST WEEK WHICH I DIDNT RELISE UNTIL 2DAY ONLY KNOW ABOUT MY URATE CAUSE I ASKED WAT IT MEANT AND ASKED WAT THE CUT OF POINT FOR IT WAS SO THE CUT OF POINT IS 0.34 AND MINE OVER THE LAST WEEK HAS BEEN CREAPING UP AND IS NOW AT 0.39, URATE IS TO DO WITH UR LIVER AND KIDNEY AND WHEN IT STARTS TO RISE ITS THE ON SET OF PRE ECLIMPSA, SO THE MIDWIFE SPOKE TO THE DOC WHO SAID I SHUD GO BACK TUESDAY FOR ANOTHER CHECK INSTEAD OF WEDNESDAY AND IN THE MEAN TIME TAKE IT EASY AND GO BACK IF I NEED TO B4 TUESDAY.

SO STILL NO FURTHUR ALONG I KNEW WE WUD GET TO THIS POINT ITS THE DOCS NOT THE MIDWIFES THAT R BEING ARSES JUST WISH THEY WUD STOP WASTING EVERY1 TIME AND GIVE ME A DATE FOR GOD SAKE.

SO IVE CUM HOME THINKING ITS BANK HOL WE CAN DO SUMTHING TODAY WE HAVE JUST BROUGHT MERLIN PASSES SO THOUGHT WE CUD OR DARREN CUD TAKE COURTNEY OUT TO LEGOLAND OR SUMWHERE I WAS HOME BY 10AM. WELL GOT IN AND HUBBY INFORMS ME HE IS GOING FISHING TILL WAIT FOR IT 2MORROW SAID OH I B BACK BY ONE GREAT THATS THE DAY GONE BY THE TIME U GET HOME SHOWERED AND HAD A SLEEP CAUSE UR TIRED ,SO IM REALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW I MEANT 2 B TAKING IT EASY AND HE HAS SOD OFF FISHING WITH HIS MATE AND LEFT ME WITH THE KIDS WHICH IS FINE THEY R MY KIDS I WILL LOOK AFTER THEM BUT HE KNOWS THEY R GOING TO HIS MUM 2NITE UNTIL 2MORROW LUNCH TIME REALLY THOUGHT WE CUD SPEND SUM MUCH NEEDED TIME 2GETHER B4 THE BABY CUMS BUT HEY IT SHOWS WATS MORE IMPORTANT SO IM HOME ALONE 2NITE AND MOST THE DAY 2MORROW. IM SO PEED WITH HIM CAUSE WHEN I WAS IN HOSP HE WAS RINGING ME SAYING OH THE KIDS R A HANDFUL 2GETHER AND PLAYING ME UP I SO TIRED THEY HAVE WORN ME OUT, WTF. BUT ITS OK NOW FOR HIM 2 GO FISHING AND LEAVE ME FEELING SICK AND CRAPPY AND F**K OFF FISHING. HE SAID 2 ME OH IM ONLY GOING TO OXFORD ITS ONLY A HOUR AWAY SO IF U NEED ME CALL ME YEAH OK ITS A HOUR AWAY BY THE TIME HE HAS PACKED UP GOT HOME GOT SHOWERED CAUSE HE WILL STINK U R LOOKING AT 2 MAYBE MORE HOURS. WHEN HE MENTIONED ABOUT THIS TRIP A MONTH AGO I TOLD HI THEN I WASNT HAPPY ABOUT HIM GOING WITH MY BEING 3WEEKS AWAY FROM GIVING BIRTH AND KNOWING WHAT I NORMALLY GO LIKE 2WARDS THE END OF EACH PREGNANCY.

SO IN A NUT SELL IM PEED OFF 2 THE MAX WITH THE HOSP FOR DOING SOD ALL AND WITH MY HUBBY FOR BEING SO SELFISH AND INCONSIDRATE AND PROVING TO ME WATS MORE IMPORTANT TO HIM RIGHT NOW WHICH CLEARLY ISNT ME OR HIS KIDS.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING I HAVE SO HAD ENOUGH NOW I CANT EVEN BEGIN 2 TELL U.

ANYWAY LADIES SORRY FOR THE VENT JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OF MY CHEST.

37WEEKS 2DAY PLEASED TO NOW B CONSIDERED FULL TERM.XXXXXXXXXXXXX