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| 01-6-2008 - baby blues |
My mood while writing this blog: upset, tired, fed up |
well what can i say apart from i feel so low recently, for the past week or so or maybe even longer iv done nothing but cry. i feel low, tired, run down and drained. i just wish i could stop crying so much its got to the point were iv taken so much time of work im surprised i havent got into trouble. i just feel awful for my bf hes been there for me and he doesnt no what to do for the best he listens to me but i just end up crying even more or shouting at him for nothing he my little rock at the minute. sometimes i think he hates me for being like this with him he says he doesnt and that he loves me but sometimes i dont see why he could love me. we argued this morning over the stupidest thing but i wouldnt stop crying and screaming at him he ended up saying we needed a break and maybe we should call it a day and thats the point were i realised how much of a bitch i had been and the thaught of him not being around anymore scared the hell out of me. we talked....sort of but he seemed to understand well at least he said he understood so nowhes gone out for a bit to give me some space and to calm myelf down.......i really dont no whats got into me recently but whatever it is its so scary......
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