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21-6-2009 - 6 Weeks

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Well this past week seemed to go by fast. I am feeling sick in the mornings especially and when I get hungry I also get gaggy when I think about eating. I haven't told anyone in my family or my in-laws yet about the pregnancy. The last time we had to tell them right away because I found out on my first day of vacation visiting everyone and they certainly would have wondered why I wasn't drinking. This time I can hide it for a while. I really don't want anyone to make a big deal out of this for some reason. I just got so sick of everyone asking questions about the last pregnancy that I am really sensitive about people and their questions this time. I think I am just more hormonal than I was with my last.

I wonder if maybe because this baby was unplanned that I am feeling this way. It still hasn't sunk in that I am going to have another. I think about it some days and it freaks me out and other days I am excited. Am I a bad person for feeling this way? Am I like going to have the baby and get post partum if I am feeling this way about it now. Or will I maybe just get used to the idea over the next 34 weeks and get over the whole shock of it all. Maybe I just need to hear the heartbeat or something to make it sink in...

3 Comments on 6 Weeks

1blessedmomma - Monday, 22 Jun
I agree with everyone else. It's perfectly normal to feel this way. Truth be told, NONE of my babies were planned and it was a bit of a shock every time. Worry, concern, and sadness were the first feelings to come to mind for me. Excitement wasn't something I felt allowed to feel because we weren't trying to have a baby, we just did. It generally took several weeks and a few visits to the OB to feel okay with being happy about our news. It'll pass and in a few weeks you'll be happy and even excited. Congrats again hun!!

BabySaunders - Sunday, 21 Jun
My friend has a second child and she had a lot of fears that the first child would be neglected, but in the end it all worked out. She loves both of her girls equally and the older girl (age 2) is able to help out with the baby by telling mommy when she cries etc. It's really neat to see their family. Dont worry sweety. I think you'll be ok. And if you do happen to get post partom (sp?) they have medication you can take if you're interested.

carlsonlove757 - Sunday, 21 Jun
i am the same way as you. I want another baby now, but at the same time, I don't know if we are ready. When we planned for Kyndal, I yearned to be a mom, I needed to have a baby. I lived it and I breathed it. Now, I am a mom, I don't know what or how I am suppose to feel when I am ready for another??? I don't want Kyndal to feel left out, unloved, 2nd best etc............I know these are all natural fears and things work out but you just want it to be perfect. I think your timing is perfect. We are trying for next month, that way Kyndal will be just over 2 years old when the next is born. I know some people say that age doesn't matter, but to me, I need a timeline, and that's the easiest timeline. Honestly, I know everyone has the same fears, and I think they all work out!!

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