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18-7-2009 - 9 weeks & 10 weeks

My mood while writing this blog:
Sad

I have to group the two of these together because I missed writing for 9 weeks.

Well a lot has happened in the past 2 weeks. Pregnancy wise I started to spot brown and freaked out of course. I went to the ER to get an ultrasound and it turned out I had a broken blood vessel in the placenta. I got to see baby and heartbeat and all was just fine. :)

I am in the hugest fight with DH right now and we aren't speaking to one another. Too long of a story to get into but lets just say we need to sit down and figure out what we are going to do because this isn't good for anyone involved.

My Mom had a follow up mammogram (for those who didn't know she has microcalcifications throughout one of her breasts) The doctors initially thought it would be ok but after this follow up mam they are asking to do a biopsy because the cells have multiplied rapidly over the last 6 months. I hope everything turns out ok that way...

I feel like I just want to give up. I am not sure what is going to happen and I wish I could fast forward a little and see what I am supposed to do...

3 Comments on 9 weeks & 10 weeks

carlsonlove757 - Sunday, 19 Jul
Col, I hope things work out with your hubby. I know it's soo stressful to not be in a good place with your significant other, especially while preg.

And I also hope that the growths in your mother are nothing serious. My MIL had breast cancer and it is not a fun experience. She did chemo for a couple of months and has been clear for 4 years now I think, but it's all very scary. Your mom will be in my thoughts.

I hope Edwin is doing ok! I'm sure he is! Every time I check in it seems he is just a growing boy!!

Talk to you soon, take care:)

amazintrace - Sunday, 19 Jul
I really hope everything works out good for you and hubby. Sounds kinda serious, but hopefully it has all been worked through by now. I know hubby and I never did any fighting until I was pregnant with Jonathan and now we agree to dissagree quite often but usually about money. I think it is the stress of everything right now weighing heavy on people. Then the pregnancy just multiplies your emotions so much so that things seem worse than they really are. . . . . . . . . Prolly not making much sense tonight, I am pretty emotional myself... started weaning Jonathan today... We have been only doing early morning and late night nursing for weeks... BUT hubby is an ass tonight, we spent 5.5 hours at the fair with cranky baby come home and he still cries wanting me ... I mean trying to pull my shirt up and rolling all over my lap and head butting my chest ... hubby doesn't see what the big deal is and said I should have weaned him at 12 months ... he says what's the big deal about changing where his nutrition comes from? clueless - I told him it was a comfort thing for Jonathan more than nutrition and it is sad to stop like this knowing he wants to so much and I wish he could understand how difficult it is for me to stop cold turkey - anyway - I am engourged and he cried himself to sleep refusing a bottle or sippy cup. . . . . I know you weaned Edwin a while back. Sorry for venting here... evidence of hubby drama all over the place... I really do hope you and your hubby are doing OK. You really don't need to stress, I know you are dog tired as it is. Weeks 8-16 were about the worst for me... I think I could have slept right through them. ttyl hon ~Take care.

BabySaunders - Saturday, 18 Jul
I'm sorry things aren't going well with DH. I think being pregnant causes a lot of stress on everyone. Men don't understand what we're going through, we're bitchy, everything bugs us....my husband and I have gotten in a lot of fights, but I try to say sorry if I realize I'm out of line. I really hope everything turns out ok. I'm glad the pregnancy is going well :)

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