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08-1-2009 - A week has past

My mood while writing this blog: Calm

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So the first week has past I found out that baby's daddy has gone out of state and I believe he is with another woman as his family has turned their backs on him. I am calm and in the planning stage of what comes next. I have been working on lil Hailey's room trying to make it perfect for when she gets here. I am not hurt or sad really I am more just pissed off that he is such a loser. My sister God love her has agreed to be my support in the scarey delievery room. My parents are driving me nuts wanting me to move in with then. However I feel that its really best for me and the baby to remain on our own. Its a hurdle that I feel that we can get through and will make me stronger as a person and a mother. I don't want him to come back I changed the locks to make sure that he can't now its just a matter of dealing with people who want to be there for me that seem to want to help but kinda make me feel worse. I know they love me and worry about me but wow let me breathe a lil from time to time. It will be a while before I will even want to date again because I have so much that I want to do that I need to do for myself. It wasn't the plan to be a single mother but its just how the cards fell and I have picked up the pieces and ready to deal with all the things left behind!

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1 Comments on A week has past


Lovely3 - Thursday, 8 Jan
{{{{{hugs}}}}}
You will find the strength and the courage you will need in the days ahead. Hard times reveal a person's true character. . . .often times we don't know how much we are capable of and how strong we really are until the time calls for us to step up. . .you are in my prayers. . .and you will be just fine.