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27-1-2009 - Enough Already!

My mood while writing this blog: Feeling like supermom!

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Ok so I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and the man upstairs won't put more on us than we can handle. However when will enough be enough as far as the pregnancy has gone everything has been good. Its the world around me that has been the problem I sit and look back starting with the economy that is effecting everyone then my truck fire back in august (ended up being a blessing but it was a scarey ordeal) Then to the multiple times that lil ones dad left up to the most current and I changed the lock on that revolving door that he likes to use so much. I decided he isn't allowed back this time thinking this was the right thing to do and I still think that we will be better off without him. Things were going great for several weeks I was resting more and just enjoying my time alone until baby gets here than Bam another hit. I had a plan as to how much it would cost me to stay on my own and how long i could be off after having her well God had a different plan because last week I was informed that the place I work at would be closing at the end of Feb. this means no job to return to after I have baby forcing me to realize that at this point with all the new twists I just can't do it on my own at this time. So now I am packing up my entire house putting most of my things in storage and moving back home into my parents house. I still have a positive attitude but I am really wondering if this was the last because all these hurdles are starting to take a toll on me. Not to mention I am really not enjoying the idea of packing and moving at this time in my pregnancy! I am so tired I want to go back to relaxing spending my evening curled up in bed watching a movie.

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2 Comments on Enough Already!


sarahsue - Tuesday, 27 Jan
I feel for you. At this point I would not be feeling up to the stress of moving. Hang in there..

Lovely3 - Tuesday, 27 Jan
Just do what you have to do for now. I can tell you that all of these things that have come against you are making you stronger. You are going to continue to learn how capable you are.
These are all life lessons for you. . .you can allow them to be setbacks or turn them into stepping stones. . .one step at a time keep going forward, don't look back. . .keep your eyes focused ahead and when you don't feel you can keep going simply stand. . .plant your feet in and stand, don't let anything push you back to where you have already been.
You may not be where you want to be today, but you aren't where you use to be and you are on your way.