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02-8-2009 - MUCH BETTER

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

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ok so being pregnant wasn't much fun I must say it was really hard on me and I didn't have complications and let me tell you my moods man could I be mean. Well to sum it up when my man up and left it hurt I had Hailey and it seemed like I am a totally different person than before I thought I had a great life I use to party and do whatever I wanted without having to worry about anyone but me. Things change big time I have been back with Haileys dad for almost 4 months now we have moved back in together and seem to have a happy home. I look forward to waking up in the morning getting that lil monster up and her looking at me smiling and giving me a kiss. Parties had nothing on this lil girl she has flipped my world upside down I find myself wanting to stay home cuddled up on the couch with her and her dad that is now my favorite weekend party its a party for 3 I wouldn't want it any other way. Last night her grandparents wanted to keep her for a sleep over now this is only the 2nd time she has ever spend the night away from me so I let them and I decided me and the man needed a night out. We went to a bar to see and old friends band play this I use to love so much. Let me tell you the music was loud it actually hurt my ears for the first time and the drinks were in my tastes were too strong its just an amazing reality when you go out to do the things you use to do you know before baby and those things just aren't fun anymore all I wanted was to get back home so morning would come and I could go get my baby. I think this life style change is for the better I lived my wild days and honestly I think I am actually a little too old for the bar scene these days anyway. So here is a diet coke cheers to all the moms who have had this reality check also. Now my goal is to find couples near me so I can build friendships among people who share the same sense of fun for both my need to have a female conversations (because the man is good but he just doesn't see my point of view often enough lol) I just think finding friends for me and the other half will give us some time to enjoy life with people who are more like us and hopefully new friends with kids the same age as our lil one so they too can build lasting friendships oops naptime over will blog again later

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