23-9-2008 - DREAMS

My mood while writing this blog: Freacked OUT

This is oficially my 2nd year TTC, but I haven't been sucessful due to so many complications with endometriosis and PCOS; due to those illnesses in the past 6months i've gone through severe pain, difficulty lossing weight (currently i weight 204), high cholesterol, now Diabetes (i was just diagnosed 2 months ago), and of course infertillity.

Now that i had surgery to clean up my uterus and fallopian tubes, and also discovered that i was not ovulating at all and i'm taking metformin to provoque ovulation, i finally believe that my chances for pregnancy are higher than before.

But after all this, something makes me wonder if that wish will come true soon, after everything i've heard this past week.

To start i begin having dreams with pregnant people, different women including my aunt. Then my mother started having this premonition, sort of saying, that she will soon become a grandmother. Then my sister had another sream where i was introducing her to her nephew and i asked her to feed him; later on my husband, without knowing what my mom and my sister had said, he asked me if i was pregnant, because he had a dream i was! now my 17 y/o cousin, that i hardly talk to (he's a teenager that only spends time with his friends), asked my aunt if i was pregnant, he thought she was lying when she said not, and they called me to confirm, my cousin was convinced i was, because the dream he had about me telling him that i was pregnant. To end the story a Doctor in the ER ( i work in a hospital), who just came back from vaca, asked my aunt if was expecting! Can you believe it!

I don't want to put my hopes up, but i really believe that it is not a coinsidence that all these people are having these dreams!

Only time will tell what God wants for me.

BABYDUST FOR EVERYONE!