30-10-2009 - PAIN!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Aggravated

It's one thing to have PCOS and another one to have ENDOMETRIOSIS; but what happens when you have both problems at the same time? I'll tell you, PAIN! Besides the fact that I haven't been able to get pregnant, I'm overweight, I'm glucose intolerance, i also owe my lovely painful days to these firends of mine.

Although i've been dealing with endometriosis for 7 years, i can not get used to the excrutiating pain it causes me every day, every month, especially during AF's visit. I'm so mad! I'm so engry! i feel like i'm never gonna be ok! Then i see 4 different OB/GYN, that tell me there's nothing it can be done to help me with my problem! Are you kidding me?!! I have gone through 2 surgeries, 9months of menopause, 1 months of taking hormones that literally made me feel like i was pregnant!, I also did 2 years of continues birth control and still there's nothing that can help me or anyone else suffering with the same issue.

I always knew this road wasn't going to be easy, but i thought that at least it would be more comfortable than the beggining, now i feel it's worse than that.

I know some one here knows and understands what i'm talking about, and knows how frustrating it is, to pretend to be ok, when you're are suffering inside! I also know that there's hope and there's a light at the end of the tunnel. God Bless every one going through PCOS, ENDO & TTC!

Bby Dust for everyone!!!