16-7-2008 - Happy New Year

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Jan 1st 2008

Happy New year everyone. I must say i have never been so bored on a new years..watching everyone drink and have a good time...not that i didnt. My parents had a party at their house because i couldnt go out...not that i wanted to ...But all in all it was great. So anywhoo..updates..I stopped my contraction meds on friday because they were makin me so darn sick. They had me takin them every 4 hours instead of 6 because when i did get contractions i wasnt going the full 6 hrs. But they are also blood thinners...so every 4 hrs i felt like crap..dizzy.felt wicked sick...not fun. But im glad to say i have not had any since friday..so thats 4 days!!! yiippeee. I had a dream the other night that my water broke at 34 weeks. Maybe it will!!lol. im thinkin i had this dream because i had been talking about how my shots of progesterone stop at 34 weeks...so i just have this feeling that i will go than. Ive decided that if i do go at 34 or beyond and the docs try to give me magnesium im going to refuse it. Ive heard nothing good about that drug. And at 34 or beyond he will be fine. Ive had the steroids shot already so im golden. I just cant take any more drugs or being pricked or anything!!..if he wants to come i am ready....id like to skip the whole labor and pushing him out though... im starting to get really freaked out about that now that its getting so close!! When i went for my scan last week he was weighing in at 4 1/2 pds. I can only im agine how much he will weigh if i do go to term..yikes....ok well thats all for now...Goodnight