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15-10-2008 - membrane sweep.

My mood while writing this blog: depresed

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well today hasn't been the best day, went for my membrane sweep at 1;15' i get there have to wait half an hour, then get a bloke, he tries to do the sweep and apparently my womb is to far back and he cant reach it, so needless to say it didn't work, then they say she is a big baby and send me for a scan, it turns out she weighs 8lb 14oz at the moment, so they dont want to let me go too far over my due date, but next thing she tells me is that even if i wanted to be induced my cervix isn't right for induction, so have a c-section booked for tues, i know i debated having a c-sec in the beggining but decided to do vaginal in the end, but now the decision has been made for me, and im really upset, i now know its not what i ever wanted, im really dissapointed and i think deep down jay is also, i feel like a bit of a faliure, (sorry to others who have had a c-sec but this is my own personal opinion.). anyway what will be will be, at least i know i will have her by wed, the little fatty, lol, cheer me up oladies i need it. lots of love to you all. x x

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3 Comments on membrane sweep.


Emilie - Thursday, 16 Oct
i am sorry things didn't go as expected, as long as your little baby is healthy that's all that matters, i also worry that my birth will not go according to plans, but what can we do?? take care and don't be too disappointed... XX

mummiedebz - Wednesday, 15 Oct
Hiya hun I'm so sorry it didnt go to plan you were so excited too. I know how you changed your mind about the c sec and it isnt nice at all the decision as been taken away. But on a positive side at least you will be holding her soon and you know when her birthday will be. Gosh Tuesday isnt long. Chin up hun im hear for you, we all are love Debbie xxx

mummybigz - Wednesday, 15 Oct
Hi ya,
Try not to feel like a failure, c-section is just the way some of us have to deliver our babies, and as long as you are both happy and well that is all that matters!! At least like you say u'll be holding ur little pink princess in your arms very very soon!
Will be thinking of you,
""GOOD LUCK""
Emma xx