23-8-2009 - Update :)

My mood while writing this blog: ok

CD24 here....blech, as far as i know i havent O'd yet but saturday seems like a good candidate (see chart). I have been having a weird pain in my lower abdomen that feels like 'heavy and a bit painful', i dont know if its cramps (doesnt feel like it) or maybe i have another cyst on the right side (one already on my left) that could be preventing me from Oing and making me feel like this? its not normal for me and i hope it goes away....its hard to explain : / i hope its nothing serious! i have a docs appt this week on the 26th and then i have my u/s next month on the 22nd, i hope the docs can fix me so i can get pregnant :( although hubby has decided he wants to go out west to Alberta for better job opportunity but im not sure when hes goin so we have next month to TTC also! i want to go with him but i would be giving up my chance to go back to school for free and i can not pay for it on my own, we seem to have a schedule worked out tho so that he will get to see Savanaa and I so many times a month (i think we agreed on 3) and he will get to see his other daughter then as well. Im kind of excited now to think of the money we will be saving :) it will be great when we can be able to buy whatever we want just because! his mom has agreed to pay for his flight out there so i have to get my beginners again (let it expire last time) so i can get my license finally bcuz hes leaving the car here! that will be great for us.

As of today im promising myself that i will stop stressing about my cycle, if im right about my O day then i have 12 or so days until 'AF' should be here, hope i find out for sure so i can resume my progesterone taking :) im actually in a good mood other then my annoying pain! i have naproxen which has been prescribed for my cyst but its a class B drug and i dont want to take it in my 2ww in case it may disturb something! So i have to use crappy tylenol which doesnt help....Other news, hurricane bill was today and it was not as bad as they forcasted at all, pretty much a rain stor and the winds right now are worse then they were when the 'hurricane' hit. I have a couple pics in my photobook of the storm clouds in the sky as it was starting to pass. Its heading up to NFLD way now, it seems unstable so i am now watching the news waiting for updates!

Hope everyone is doing well :) Congrats on the new BFP's, *babydust* to those still waiting to be blessed and hugs to the mommys to be!!

Chasity xoxoxo