13-10-2009 - Scared...

My mood while writing this blog: worried

TMI warning for this whole blog!!!

well i am just goin to start at the beginning, so today is cd5 for me, i started spotting on the 9th which then turned to light bleeding, weird thing is i didnt have any cramps at all!!! no sore boobs, no nothing, i thought it was weird but i was like whatever, well i woke up today and i felt fine, so i put in a light tampon and went about my day. we went out to the mall and on the way home i got the worst cramps ever, seemingly familiar, i then again thought ok, this is weird. I got home and i went to change my tampon and i was soaked with dark red blood, after i took out the tampon i went to wipe and there was something on the TP, i passed something, im not 100% sure what it was but it was not just a clot, i examined it and it was about the size of a quater, flat and smooth and it had a stringy type thing dangling off of it, i immediatly thought oh no.....i know what this looks like, placenta, BUT im not pregnant?? or at least i cant be because i took a HPT the day before i started bleeding and it was blank, my OPKs i took up until then were dark but i didnt think anything of it bcuz my HPTs werent changing.

I know this sounds weird but im really freaking out?!!! does anyone know what this could be besides pregnancy, im praying so much that i did not have another m/c, which technically could be possible bcuz i stopped takin my progesterone on cd13 (AF came early) ALSO i had an u/s sept 22nd so if something was there they should have told me by now right????

Thanks ladies.

Chasity xoxox