07-12-2009 - Venting

My mood while writing this blog: eh

yo yo yo!! lol how are all my favorite ladies!?!? i was gone for 12 days, im goin to keep away but i just wanted to stop in and see how everyone is!?? this is such a long process for me haha i need a 12 steps program or something :/ anyways just goin to do a little updating for u all!

but first i want to kind of address something thats been going on in the forum/ between ladies on this site....im not going to name names and im not speaking badly on anyone so if u want to go 'tell' on me then go right ahead :)

well ive been on the TTC boards for 11ish months now (lurking then stared TTC) and i've seen alot of 'catiness' and rudeness between certain girls and i dont know what it is, like hormones or something but it toally ruins the whole point of the forum. we have things online like TTC forums for women who are all going thru the same thing, its hard, its an emotional rollercoaster and it makes it a whole lot easier to deal with when u've got the support of friends! but when im feeling down an upset i want to know that i can come on to the forum, speak my mind and have people there who dont judge me and enjoy talking to me. really, it shouldnt matter how long someone has been TTC, we are all trying and having a child is a blessing, if you are going to be on a forum at least have the decency to keep ur comments to urself, i feel like im back in 6th grade. people making their pages private and then writing private messages about other people, seriously?? lol grow up. theres more important things in life then sitting on the computer and arguing with other women when really u should supporting them! so next time you are on the forum and u just "dont feel like being nice to someone today" pleaseeeee just ignore the situation. bcuz it so ruins the atmosphere, and while u are busy arguing and hating each other for no apparent reason there are people who are getting BFPs and are not getting noticed bcuz theres other drama on the boards. with that being said, this is coming from an outside POV and i dont dislike anyone, im a lover not a fighter, so lets keep things clean ladies :)

haha just a rant and rave not directed at anyone....ok sooo moving on! omg my child is amazing!!! savanaa is getting sooo big now :( she will be 17mos just before xmas! she is saying soo many words, and combinations of words like " hi mommy/daddy", "go now", "doggie woof woof" (my fav lol) shes becoming so independant iots amazing, she has stopped napping in the day and hasnt gained a pound in 4 mos!! the doc is going to refer us to a pediatrition if she hasnt gained by her 18mo checkup which is in january!

Hubby finally got a good job lol hopefully this one lasts, its so hard for him where he got out of school after the hiring season for last year so hopefully come spring he will have some good opportunities! right now he is making cash daily which is ok with me! we dont have to wait for a paycheck and we are actually getting thngs paid off that have been tied up for a couple months! so theres a weight lifted of my shoulders! getting into the festive holiday spirit altho im not nuts like most people, i swear i went to the mall the other day (mightnight madness- where the mall is open til midnight) and people were packed in the mall fighting over gifts it was disatrous! i mean, we are really forgetting what xmas is about!

as for TTC, i took soy this cycle but i havent O'd yet and it doesnt look like i will (my chart is on my profile page) sooo oh well! im seeing an endocrinologist in january and possible hsg february, omg its so crazy that a year of trying is almost up (its been 10 mos)! some ladies i have on my page are ready to pop :) im so excited for u all!! ahh i cant wait!!!

major congrats to those of my good friends who have recently found out they will be 2010 mommies!! i hope to join u soon! also i will be updating my blogspot today (link also on my profile) with more ttc posts!! ahhh so much to say so little time, now off to play with my little munchkin!!! until next time i check in!

Chasity xoxox

ps. i have 112 more messages to attempt to reply to! so hopefully soon u will get my msgs :)