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| 23-12-2009 - Here We Go Again |
My mood while writing this blog: blah |
First of all i just wanted to say I hope everyone has a joyous holiday whether it be Christmas, Hanukkah or Kwanzaa :) I'm not too excited about xmas this year as i will be spending it with dear old aunt flow, yayyyy (can u feel the sarcasm?) lol anyways, i hope everyone takes the time to spend their holidays with friends and family and be reminded what xmas is all about!
So heres my story, heading into month 11 TTC, not very enthusiastic but im trying! I just can't believe that every cycle i 'think' im pregnant but i never am, it shouldnt be a shock to me but it is. I had a BFP this cycle so i'm pretty sure im dealing with another cyst grrr....i will be seeing the RE this month probably towards the end of January and i also have an appt. with my OBGYN/GP. I think i'm going to do the HSG in February and if that doesn't work then i'm going back on low oestrin, which is the pill i was on when sav was concieved lol see if that does anything, probably not but i can only hope. Anyways long story short, im TTC again this cycle and trying a few new things.
Im taking Vitamin b6, 100mg daily (over and above my regular flinstone vitamins which have 1mg per pill- i take 2 a day); I'm using this cycle or more commonly known as guaifenesin or cough syrup. I will be taking it 2- 3 times a day once AF leaves; I bought grapefruit juice too to see if that will help my CM problem; I have instead cups left over from a few cycles back i might give them a try depending on how lazy i am this cycle lol; and lastly i will be drinking green tea once or twice a day, there are conflicting stories to whether or not it actually helps but hell i am willing to try anything about now!! So hopefully by me bringing back the healthy and such it will do something, not expecting much tho, i just do not want another 40 day cycle! I totally feel for u ladies who are annovulatory, i think any longer of a cycle and i would have went bat sh*t crazy!
Thanks to all of your kind and encouraging messages on my last blog, u ladies are so great, u are always there when i need a shoulder to cry on (metaphorically lol)
Much love
Chasity xoxox.
11 Comments on Here We Go AgainCherryb0m -
Friday, 25 Dec good luck!! you are so strong and such an amazing woman!!!!!! AbbottBaby2 -
Friday, 25 Dec Hi darlin! Ughhh this is so stressful. I wish I could have been one of those girls who just went with the flow & whatever happened, happened. But I just couldn't. It was a stressful year for us but exactly 1 year from trying we got our bfp & I have faith that yours will come too! Maybe you will have an extra easy pregnancy for being made to wait so long. That's how I feel about mine. Anyway, hang in there, I'm thinking about you, I hope you get your special gift soon!! xox kathy=^.^= -
Wednesday, 23 Dec good luck to you and i hope you get a sticky BFP soon left83 -
Wednesday, 23 Dec I hear ya Southstar....it WILL BE OUR YEAR IN 2010! southstar -
Wednesday, 23 Dec hey mama....::;big hug:::: seriously you are one of the strongest ladies I know. i admire how you go cycle after cycle and hell even that horrible cycle you went through in the summer and still keep your head up and help us all out....man....knuckles, cocluv, left83, nahnah, b3thy, diane, you and me, yeah, we've been waiting a LONG time (I remember all of you from the summer forum group)......2010 is our damn year dammit. trying4thirdangel -
Wednesday, 23 Dec honey i'm just finishing my 12th cycle of TTC and I know how you feel. i'm really taking a break from EVERYTHING TTC related and just letting it happen. I really feel like it will help me and I hope you are able to do the same! There is nothing wrong with either of us, I just think we are getting too much into this. I'm thinking about you rubylove -
Wednesday, 23 Dec Hey girl, here's to you and me getting our BFP in he New Year..we have been on here way too long it seems! I am going to try everything this cycle as well, I've even started temping(I might have to ask yiou a few questions about that cuz its so confusing lol) ..so keep me updated girlie ..happy holidays as well. :) Duffy -
Wednesday, 23 Dec Here is to this cycle.....I think you are doing the right thing hun going back to the Ob/Gyn....and i think maybe you might have another cyst - Don't you hate those little bu**ers! Good Luck Hun xxxxx SarahLJ -
Wednesday, 23 Dec Good Luck hun, I really hope AF ends soon and you and the new things that you are trying works for you shirls -
Wednesday, 23 Dec How did the soy work for you? Are you thinking about using that again? Good luck! B3thy -
Wednesday, 23 Dec hey girl. sounds like you have lots of great ideas to try this cycle. why do you think the meds you used when you conceived Sav wouldn't work again? sounds like it is worth a try for sure! I am sorry that you may have a cyst again...ug! 11 months must be frustrating...hopefully after the holidays calm down you will get your BFP!!! lots of baby dust :)