19-1-2010 - Doctors Appt. Today

My mood while writing this blog: meh

Hi ladies :) its been awhile since i wrote a blog, or anything for that matter LOL how is everyone doing?? lots of babies getting ready to be born :) hehe so exciting!! As for me, i'm doing alrite, closing in on my 12th cycle TTC blahhh by the end of my 11th cycle it will be a year since since we started TTC, kinda scary, i never thought it would take this long but i am coping a lot better now then a cycle ago, i have not been stressing and i've decided to leave it up to the gods or whoever is in charge of this stuff bcuz they obviously dont think now is the time, i am going with it. I have stopped caring, and i did stop temping for about a week haha but then i wanted to know when i ovulated and now i think i will stop temping again bcuz if i dont the 2ww will drive me crazy, my chart is flatlined again, i will put a pic of it up in my photobook after i post this in case u want to see it, i am 6DPO today whoopee, AF will be here and gone before valentines day lmao yessss!

I have recently found a new obsession- TATTOOS! omg, i wanted one when i was younger then i just never did it and by the time i could get one on my own i was pregnant so i had to wait but in the last 2 weeks i have gotten 2 tattoos n getting another tomorrow, i love them! I find them kind of relaxing :) and i find it takes alot of TTC stress off becuz im doing something im technically 'not supposed to do' therefore i really feel less stress about being perfect for TTC bcuz i mean really, all that be healthy crap gets old quick when ur TTC lol sav was concieved on the pill so im pretty sure i was drunk alot before i found out, and i know lots of women who went thru the same thing, not that im saying its right to drink bcuz obviously u stop when u find out ur preggo but i mean limiting myself from all this things hasnt helped me get pregnant for the past year so i might as well indulge now while i still can, live life in the moment!

So here are my tattoos :) First i got Savs name on my back then i got a nautical star on my inner forearm i will get the same thing on my other arm tomorrow! so exciting! the best distraction ever LOL

well, thats all the updates i can think of right now, not feeling the greatest today lol

((HUGS))

Chasity xoxox