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|29-6-2012 - First week of motherhood!
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So I got to admit, As much as I love my baby girl to bits and Im so happy shes here! I MISS BEING PREGNANT. D: Never thought I would say that lol
Destiny is now 9 days old << Its gone so fast And im happy to say that my depression has wore off a bit, At first a cried alot simply because I couldnt give birth to her naturally... I felt like I failed in a way. But shes a really good baby in general :D Only wakes up once at night and doesnt cry really... well.. not too much anyways aha ;)
I wish time would slow down though!! seems like only yesterday I had her... I really love being a mommy.. It makes me feel Like I have something to wake up for every morning :) I cant wait to watch her grow and learn new things.
GUILTY!! << going to be honest.... even though Destiny is a really good baby, The fact that I couldn't smoke at all during my pregnancy and I Never did! but I DID buy a packet of cigarettes. Not even because I needed them. Just simply because of the fact that...... I could If i wanted to. D:
I cant wait to have more babies :) Labour and everything even though it hurts! Id do it all again <3 It was the most amazing thing I have ever done and probably ever will do. But not for another 5 years at least :D I want to carry on in my career and make my daughter be proud of me one day <3 xx
2 Comments on First week of motherhood!ryry ~pink~
- Friday, 29 Jun You miss all kinds of things being pregnant! For me, I miss beer so much!!! Funny thing is that when I'm not pregnant, I rarely ever drink beer! I have a drink like once every other month. Maybe it's just enough to know that you could if you wanted to... although smoking with a tiny baby around isn't much better than smoking while she's inside of you, but we'll leave that for another conversation! Point is that you might be over it without even knowing you are. Glad things are good. There can be some trying first days. You can rest assured that within the next few days she'll probably find her cry, and so it will get more intense than it already is. But it's usually safe to say that you're only given what you can handle, so keep it up and you'll be great! mommyharts
- Friday, 29 Jun Congrats on your baby girl. I think we all miss being pregnant, I still even do & this is after my 3rd baby..lol. He's 19 days old already, the time really does fly by, enjoy every mintue of it, because it goes by too fast! :)