24-4-2009 - everything thats going on now....

My mood while writing this blog: Grossed OUT

Ok so...I've had a busy couple of weeks now. My whole family lives about 8 hours aways from us...well my sisters, mom, grandma, and aunt all decided to give me a baby shower last weekend. Ok well thats fine but it was where THEY live. Ok well my husband usually works M-F. Well depending on weather he occoasionaly works Saturdays. But like I said its depending on weather...very un predictiable...well last Sat. he ended up having to work so we couldn't leave until about 2PM on Sat afternoon and had to come back on Sun. So bacicallly we drove 8 hours down there didn't even get to stay a full 24 hours and then had to drive back another 8 hours. I was kinda nervous about being in the car that long but it wasn't as bad as I planed (I GOT LOTS OF GREAT THINGS!! and got to see my new little niece) It was pretty stupid but I just didn't want to hurt anyone elses feelings, because I knew that they would have been upset if I would have told them "NO"....they sent the invites out before they even told me about the whole thing so I really didn't have any say so on ANYTHING!! Well that weekend was rushed and went by VERY quick. While we were there my dad had bought a motorcycle from a friend and my husband went riding with him while we were doing the baby stuff and so my dad decided that he was going to give Nat that motorcyle and he was going to get a new one...well my dad bought one on EBAY from around where we live (it was about an hour away) So Monday after the VERY long trip to KS....we made another small trip to OK to pick up the motorcyle for my dad............Well they were just going to switch motorcycles whenever I had the baby and it was going to be all good. Well my dad calls today and wants to know if we can meet him halfway and just get the switch over with now, so that means driving 3 hours and switch motorcycles then drive 3 hours back home. and to make matters worse ALL Nat had been doing this last week is just messing around with my dads motorcycle, and all his friends have been here as soon as he gets off work, wanting to go ride, and mess around. Which is totally cool, but its like we have been gone every weekend for 4 weeks straight now, and I just want to be home and have a nice QUIET evening with my husband. We don't really have alot of friends at all and dont really hang out with people (just mosly family) but I guess we just aren't used to having company, so it makes it harder when people just want to hang out all the time................. I know you guys are probaly like "stay home don't go with them to switch" well I kinda need to go becasue I have a sister in law there where we are going to meet at and she has a BUNCH of baby and kid things she wants me to go through before she has her garage sale. So we are going to make that trip tomorrow. THEN to make more travling I have a Dr. appt on Mon morning at my high risk Dr. that is an hour away!!! AHHH!!!! and Nat can't take me to that one because he would have to get a whole day off of work and of course I MUCH rather him take off after I have the baby then now, he goes to all the appts. that I have here which is now once a week..but its kinda unrealistic for him to go to the ones in Springfield. So my friend is going with me, but she won't be able to drive, which sucks for me, because I can't get comfortable while driving ya know. And to make things even worse she really wants to go to Branson after we get done at my appt. Its like ok...ya I understand its problay not so fun for her to just ride along and sit and wait for me to get out of the Dr. but I do not need to be driving all over, let alone going to Branson and walking around, riding the duck, whatever, and I bet its xtra crazy down there on Mon becasue I guess Al Roker from the Today show is there?!?!?! I don't know I've just been hearing it on the news latley. So I'm sure people are going crazy over that, Branson is kinda for older people...whatever!! I'm not driving her and I to Branson, I'm going to my Dr. and back home so I can just chill and wait on this baby to come!! AHHHH!!!!

AND TO TOP EVERYTHING OFF!!! The maitence man at our Apt. has been PISSING ME AND MY HUSBAND off saying some nasty sexual things to me!! to me a 8 mo pregnant lady!! ok first of all you don't say that to any girl, let alone a pregnant girl!! My husband and I have talked to the MGR and I don't know what is going to be done about it, its weird to talk about I feel embarrassed about it, I know that I didn't do anything but I don't know its just I've never had anyone act like that towards me before and make me feel like I did when he said that stuff. He didn't like try anything just said VERY inapropiate things -- I'm pretty sure he is a tweaker because of how he looks and everything so I'm sure he is VERY unpredictiable so who knows, we are tring to buy a house so I just hope and pray that we can get out of here AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!! and I don't know what thye are going to do about it but we have a water leak so they are going to have to make a hole in our closet in our room and a hole in the ceiling downstairs to repair the leak and we have to get everything out ot he closet, and downstairs move our TV and all that whole stuff. They said it would take 2 days to get it all complete and they want to do it on Monday...well like I said I have an appt then so I don't even know whats going to happen I seriously just want to pack up and just leave. But I know that we are SOOOOOO close to getting the loan for a house, I just don't know what to do, its a really hard decision, and moving this close to the baby, and the stress could make me go into labor early --- I just don't know. As long as they do something about that guy I don't care really.

Oh and I was having concractions yesterday afternoon!!! They weren't regular or consistiant but definally concractions, so I'm not sure what that means, hopefully its getting close the baby has been measuring about 2 weeks ahead for about 3mo now, they just won't change my due date so if I do have him/her early it won't be TOO early. is anyone else been having any concractions???

--Take care ladies hopefully from Monday on till I have the baby will just be nice and easy and I will be able to R-E-L-A-X a little bit.