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| 28-11-2008 - Happy |
My mood while writing this blog: Happy |
The past month or so I have been the happiest I have ever been in my
life. I cannot tell you why, I just am. Today was a day filled with so
much love and gushy, mushyness that you could puke, lol. Benjamin took
a nap around noon and got up about 45 minutes later. He woke up,
started to cry, which is not normal but I think he needed to burp cuz
he fell asleep while drinking a bottle, Ben picked him up and bounced
him lightly on his knee but he still continued to cry. I put down my
book and gathered my baby in my arms and he stopped crying immediately,
put his head on my shoulders and his arms around my neck and hugged me.
I melted, almost bursting into tears. I looked at Ben, thinking maybe
he would be jealous that Benjamin wanted me, but the look on Ben's
face, too, made me want to burst into tears. The smile on Ben's face
was HUGE and the love, pure love, in his eyes was enough to last a
lifetime. I will never forget that look or the sense that we will all
be together forever and ever, from that moment forward. We went to the
grocery after a while and Ben and I laughed at Benjamin as he was
chill-axin, slumped in the seat with his head resting on the back of
the seat. At one point Benjamin kinda moved sideways and pulled his leg
up and rested it on the handlebar; he's just so damn cute!! When we got
home I called Karla (Ben's mom) to see what was going on tonight with
maybe going to the Festival of Lights and while I was on the phone Ben
sent me a text, stating simply, "I love you." Of course I sent one back
"I love you too" Him "I love you more" Me "I love you morest, mostest,
infinity and beyond" See? Pukefest, '08, lol. I love my boys!
1 Comments on HappyAddyson mommy -
Tuesday, 2 Dec dana, i cried reading this, it is so sweet, i am happy everything is working out (((hugs))))