23-8-2008 - Tired and Fed Up

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

So I have reached the 31 weeks point and Im seriously knackered.

Im still working full time and on top of that I have 3 hours travelling time a day to and from work and that is hellish. I feel like crying when the alarm goes because more than likely Ive only been asleep 2 hours! My night consists of trips to the bathroom, rolling over as my hip has died and now kills,rearranging my several pillows for the 5th time, or my pubic bone feels like it is being stamped on (I have S.P.D).

All this on top of working is really getting to me.

I need to go on maternity leave now, but unfortunately untill the financial advisor has sorted out the mortgage and reduced the outgoings I have to keep enduring sleepless night and working 40 hours p/week. It sucks. Really sucks.

The thing that has really ticked me off is that it has taken 4 weeks for my mortgage company to send me my mortgage statements that I needed to kick off my financial change, but because someone is totally inept and incompetent at their job I waited 3 weeks longer for the statements that I should have. No issue to them, but it means that I now need to work an extra 3 weeks to compensate for the banks mistake.THANKS!!!

I guess this blog is a way of me releasing my bitchiness without bothering my bloke, bless him, he has heard this for months now! So i thought id save him.

Everything feels uber hard to me at the moment, Im really tired and because I am tired I randomly cry!Lol. Oh and im becoming well grumpy and have no patience for my colleagues that I can normally 'tolerate!'

So anyways me in a nut shell at the moment = miserable,fat,in pain,depressed,hot,tired and grumpy! God bless pregnancies!!