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deanne2005
Age: 21
Country: Cambridge
Province/region: England
City: Cambridgeshire
Partner: Jamie
Children: Yes, 3
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04-8-2008 - Anyone feel fed up??? FrustratedMy mood while writing this blog:
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God i am hating being pregnant. Is it normal to feel this way. At some points i actually feel anger towards my baby inside even though i chose to have him. I have only got 3 weeks to go but i feel so fed up already. I have not seen my midwife as regularly as i should as i do not seem to get along with her.

I still not even got a house for me and my partner to live in and the people that house us keep fobbing us off. I cant take living in a 2 bedroom flat with 5 people and then going to be 6 when baby comes along. All the people living in this house are MEN!!!!

I got this rash called PEOP or PUPPP in Pregnancy and it makes me very itchy and the more i stress the more it will get worse. I cannot help worrying i have a history of real bad panic attacks that i still get occassionally.

Am i ment to feel anger towards my baby? I even told my partner that i did not want to be with him anymore and that i really hate him. BUT i dont hate him and i do want to be with him, i absolutly love him to pieces!! How can i say something like that?



1 Comments on Anyone feel fed up???


mrs mommy - Monday, 4 Aug
Hormones! Aren't they just a girl's best friend??
Tell your partner how you really feel, that you didn't mean to say that, and your homones can take the best of you. That way, next time, he can be aware and know when to give you space, or even cuddle you when your homones act up.
I don't think you're mad at your baby so to say, just ready to be done with the pregnancy. You're due in 3 weeks, I think about 90% of us feel the same. Its not hatred, just maybe annoyance, tired, and READY!
Wow! I'm sorry for the housing.. Are there family member's you can stay with? Or *is* that a family member?
I'm sorry about the rash, did the midwife prescribe a cream for it, or do you used a lotion? You know that "olay" body wash? The new kind.. I think its called "ribbons" I use that it makes my skin super silky and nourished.. So no itchies..
I think now ois a good time to get your toe nails done.. It will help relax you and when you're pushing and your legs are in the air you can think "wow, thank heaven's I got a pedicure, they look so cute!".

I hope you feel better honey.
You're almost done! It will go by fast!
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