17-9-2008 - 1 Year Later

My mood while writing this blog: lost

On this day i lost some one i luved so much my daddy i was a daddy's girl he had been sick but nothing he could not make it from well this time was not like the other times i got a call telling me 2 come up there were he was when i got up there ever 1 was there all his so called family his kids, cuzo and sister and his girl dont like me or my mother so there he was in the bed looking like u know death so i had 2 go find my mother she did not know so i got her and we went up there and ever thing was ok 4 a lil bit but what do u know 1 of thoes girls had 2 say some thing and he said she did not want my mother in there so when went out the door god came and got my daddy at 5:20pm and 2 week later i got so good new i was 6 weeks that was going 2 be my gife from my daddy but if u read my page u know how that went so it's 1 year later and thing are the same no baby no daddy not happy but there is hope this time i did not have that last time so maybe next year it will be all good news when i look back on 9-17-07 2 years later