22-2-2009 - Feeling so HUGE!!!

My mood while writing this blog: FAT

So I am currently visiting my mum at Port Macquarie it on the mid-north coast of Australia.. I should be having lots of fun and I am, but I am also feeling like a HUGE WHALE too.. I have already put on 8kg (converts to approx 18 pounds) and I am only 21 weeks.. I feel a little ashamed of myself... I am sick of hearing people say to me.. "Wow, you have got so huge.. You must nearly be due".. Then I tell them my due date and I get this total look of I dont know what.. I just try to laugh it off.. but sometimes it hard..So then they will come back with something along the lines of "Oh are you sure there is only one in there?" or "Are you sure you have your dates right?".... I mean come on people I am 21 weeks pregnant.. I have had an ultrasound that can tell me the gender of my little baby boy.. Don't you think I would know if I had twins or if I was further along... GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!! You know how to make pregnant women feel bad about herself... I dont need your help with that... I do it all on my own...

Now I am just worried I will put on too much for the final 19 weeks.. At my local hospital (I live in a small town approx 8,000 people) they have a weight limit of 120kg (264 pounds) for c-section in there operating theatre.. I so dont want to put on a stupid amount of like 33kgs (72 pounds).. I mean how shameful.. What type of person lets that happen to themself.. I dont want to be that person.. but I just seem to be putting it on and putting it on... And I am so worried.. Okay I am sorry to dump all my stupied crap on you all like this.. but I am scared and ashamed of myself...