03-9-2008 - love or pregnant emotions?

My mood while writing this blog: tired

Ok well my background is kinda old. Those pics were taken about 5-6 yrz ago when Adrian and i 1st started out. Damn those were the good old days..::sad face::

Since being pregnant i have been going thru 1 million AND 1 emotions with this dude. One minute i find myself wanting n needing him n other times i cant stand the thought of him. As of recently we have been getting along really well. I guess cuz Miya's on the way. But i love it. I love all the attention n love. I love the sudden sensitively ive longed for for the past 9 months. Its like now i cant wait to see how he's going to be with his daughter.

He's been going thru the motions wit his sister and what not and needed me yesterday. 10 pm i got outta bed, got dressed and ran to his rescue. Even when i find myself hating him i feel like theres nothing i wouldn't do for him.

IDK....some days i want him and really want us 2 give it another shot because i know the love is there on both sides, but he has so much growing up to do. Maybe Miya willl be that growth he needs.