20-11-2009 - 1 week to go

My mood while writing this blog: better

Well the last couple of days have been much better than tuesday. I went for a big walk with Pearce on wednesday and yesterday and the fresh air did me the world of good. Just feeling a bit more positive. I also managed to buy co-codamol from the chemist instead of waiting on a drs appointment so at least i can get through the day. DF has been really looking after me.....after all the tears on tuesday, he went and surprised me with cookie dough ice cream lol yummy!! bless him

The scan photos are long gone. They were in a folder that id had my notes in and between my house and the hospital they fell out the bottom of Pearces pram. Totally gutted but luckily both mum and my sister have scan photos so i will be able to get copies.

Pearce has been really good recently, hes getting patient with me bless him. He comes up to me if im sitting on the couch and takes my hand to get me up but instead of running like he does with his daddy, he waits for me lol. He must know mummy cant move as good as daddy haha!

So ive got a week left before i meet my daughter. Im feeling a whole different range of emotions to be honest. Im definately more anxious about this section but i didnt have time to think about it last time! Im a little sad that this will be the last weekend we have with just Pearce but happy at the same time if that makes sense. We are taking Pearce to a place called jumping joeys tomorrow because he loves it there. Spoiling him a little lol.

I got a phone call from my dad on wednesday night about Les (family friend i mentioned in last blog). He had developed pneumonia and had been put on another drip to treat that. Unfortunately he passed away last night, poor thing couldnt take it anymore. Please keep him in your prayers. RIP Les xxx