07-5-2009 - same thing... different day

My mood while writing this blog: whateva

Things are just about the same. Dariuan is still kind tiny. My milk supply went down alot so I've decided to stop nursing and just feed him the milk I have in the freezer.It's enough to last for a few weeks. He drinks no more than 2ozs at a time so its cool

I'm still struggling to potty train my 2 yr old! I'm getting frustrated because it's taking so long! I may just give it a break for a while and start back in a week or so.

My bf is still waiting to be transfered, hopefully some where close to Chiacgo, to finish his sentence. He is in a facility that holds illegal immigrants from Mexico, and with this swine flu going around I guess they are trying not to spread anything. Hopefully he gets moved some time soon so we can visit. There is no way I will bring the kids to that place...

As far as Darius' father... he goes to on trail the day after mother's day. I don't think I'm going to go because I know Darius ain't go sit still & be quiet for all that time! I'm not even go watse my time. We already know he's facing 20 - life... so I really don't see the need for us to drive 4 hrs away to hear something we already know. Also I'm doing a cancer walk with my mom. She's a 5 yr breast cancer survivor so it's NO way I'm going to miss that. Hopefully this walk will help me to shed a few pounds because I sure need to! I feel huge!!! It's still amazing to me how much weight I gained and how big my stomach was for Dariuan to only weigh 5 lbs!

I'm getting a mirena within the next two weeks! Hopefully this works good for me. I really don't want any more kids... but I don't think my doctor will tie my tubes while I'm this young. Since antuan wont be home until the beginning of next year I really don't need any birth control, but I'm getting it any way because my doc said it usually takes 6 months for your body to fully adjust to the mirena.