14-7-2008 - hopefully a happy ever afta..

My mood while writing this blog: really content

well its been a while since i even been on here..n so much has happened.

My partner is back and we have sorted our differences. Its funny how life can change direction at the drop of a hat, and amazing how us human beings deal with such drastic changes.

I went to a local music festival a couple of weekends ago, this was before we got back together. He texted me while I was there and was so obviously showing signs of still caring for me and not just our bub that I agreed it was good time to talk and see if we could save our relationship. The most scarey and surprising thing was that we both still are mad about each other and both found life apart was miserable and only just coped.

Well we had the date for our 1st scan on the day we got back together-this Thurs comin. So we are both over the moon and more excited than a couple of kids at christmas!! He gets up in the mornin n the first thing he does is kiss me n kiss our bub..I really didnt tink I'd be this happy again.

I suppose i now believe that what will be will be and that as much as our lives are in our own hands, fate does play a huge part in it all. I know my partner and I are meant to be together, to make each other happy. Our kids and us are all that matters now.

On a completely different note..I can't believe how big my tum is getting already. I know I'm on my third but surely I shouldnt be showing yet??

Saying that my partner sprung on me the fact that there are twins on his side of the family which havent shown for the last 2 generations..maybe theres twins in there then? We'll soon see from the scan whats what i suppose but its a mad thought, one that makes me wonder how mums-to-be of multiple births cope both before and after labour (not to mantion how the hell they give birth to more than one!!)