26-3-2009 - Not Baby Relatied

My mood while writing this blog: Excited

First let me give you some background on me and the way I think.

Since I started dating at the age of 14 and got my heart broken so many times I learned not to trust anyone.

I eventually put up a wall and decided that any man that can break that wall down is worthy of me.

All of that wall stuff didn't work...I continued to let men in and continued to get my heart broken.

Im kinda old fashioned. I believe that the guy has to approach the girl. I refuse to approach a guy. I figured with my mean mugging look and everything if a guy could see through that he would come to me.

My last relationship before my current one we were 2gether for a year and lived 2gether for a year. He had my debit card my pin number and later on screwed me over.....$14,000 worth. Put me in debt. Cant completely blame him because everything was in my name and that is the worst.

Anyways, my current boyfriend is the greatest. I have looked for someone that could completely understand me....That wouldn't judge me from my past.....That didn't want to change me

And I'm happy to say I found him. Granted he is only 23 he is very smart. We are currently working to get his GED, he has no job because when he moved in with me he and his brother had a company 2gether and his brother felt butty hurt and fired him. With all that happening right after he moved in I didn't care. Yes, I would like him to have a job, but you can't get a good one with no High School diploma, so I told him just work on that and when your done then you can continue to look for a job.

Yesturday we opened a bank account for him and we got him a credit card (Neither in my name all in his) The man has no credit and nobody ever taught him about credit, banks or anything like that.

The last week I have been asking my friends what they thought about a women asking a man to marry her. I know in my heart that he's my present and my future. One of my friends were like go for it another one said that he may feel wierd so we thought maybe cook a nice dinner and buy my own ring (to be reimbursed later...lol) and give it to him and tell him its up to you were and when) that way we are both surprised.

I would greatly love your guys opinion....Tell me what you think