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	Age: 26 Country: USA Province/region: California City: Partner: Curtis Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: AP
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07-6-2009 - Life Is A Trip & Sometimes You Fall

My mood while writing this blog:
Sad

Life Is A Trip & Sometimes You Fall....

Well ladies....This the end of my TTC journey

I found out on Friday that my BF wants to go back to Texas

So, this is the end of our relationship

He has been trying to find a job and has been unsuccessful...He feels like he has been a burden on me.

My financial situation has gotten worse since he moved in, but I was ok with that because we were 2gether.

We have been having alot of talks since then.

He is still staying in my house because he has nowhere to go. I decided to pretend that nothing has happened until the day he leaves, but thats hurting me aswell.

I know that I should be upset because I have been taking care of him. I got him a checking account and a credit card (both in his name not mine) and we were building a life. We were talking about marriage and TTC.

I'm just so sad because I am so over the moon for this man and I don't know how long its gunna take to get over him because he is my life.

I just wanted you ladies to know that I will not be TTC anymore, but I will be checking in because you ladies have been awsome thru everything. Teaching me the ropes and listening to my rants and raves and just being there for me thru my miscarriage and everything else.

I will be checking in with you ladies.

Keep on keepin on and I hope all you ladies get what you have been searching for.

Love

Danielle

3 Comments on Life Is A Trip & Sometimes You Fall

DiandClover - Sunday, 7 Jun
ttcbby1 and cpalmer have said exactly what I feel as well... I am so sorry that your relationship with your BF is not moving forward. I am glad to hear you will not be leaving us! If you do take a break from the site, private message me an email where I can reach you. Maybe BF will get himself situated and find his way back to you sooner than you think. A break sometimes really gives a couple focus on how to make it work if it is really meant to work. Take care - I am here if you want to talk about anything!

ttcbby1 - Sunday, 7 Jun
Aww D I am so sorry to hear this! You are an amazing & strong woman! Don't ever lose sight or hope of what you want. You are going to make an amazing mother someday! Please do check in from time to time as we all love & value your friendship on here.. this may be the end of this chapter for you but a new one is starting. Everything happens for a reason.. it may not make sense right now but in time everything will fall in place and be perfect for you! Take care sweety!
-Katie

cpalmer - Sunday, 7 Jun
oh hun im sooo sorry that you are going thru a rough time :( i hope you do continue to come on every now and then as you have been a great friend to me and i know in my heart that you will one day be an amazing mother and just becuase it cant happen rite now doesnt mean its the end!! i really hope everything works out for you hun, stay strong :) big ((HUGS)) xoxox

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