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14-5-2009 - Hmm

My mood while writing this blog:
hormonal

So Logan is 17 weeks old and I am still breastfeeding. Well, pumping really since I am working fulltime now, so no AF for me! He hasnt had a drop of formula since the NICU. I have been having very bad cramping, hip and lower back pain. Ive been hormonal and emotional and feeling pukey. Ive taken HPT (well like 2 weeks ago ) and they were negative. In no way can we have another baby right now..Im not even sure if I can yet! or if I should after everything that happend while I was pregnant with Logan.

But over the past month Ive really missed being pregnant, I might sound crazy and I wonder if any one you can relate, but it brings me to tears about how much I miss it. I miss the experience, I miss feeling Logan moving in my belly and feeling him nuzzle in his favorite spot in my tummy. Im so damn emotional about it, I miss my belly and all. Im not sure if this can be post pardom blues, 17 weeks later or what,, but I feel down about it. Maybe its the closeness I miss with my baby, I share him with everyone now :(

Can anyone relate?? Im getting another test in the morning..

2 Comments on Hmm

2012bean(Yellow) - Saturday, 16 May
I missed being pregnant too but now Ryan is 23 weeks I would love to have another but in about a year and a half + I barely have the energy to keep up with Ryan let alone doing it whilst preggers too. If your breastfeed/expressing it can take up to 6 months to get your AF back and even then it can still be erratic so don't worry your more than likely not pregnant.. Hope you well and your hormones/emotions are prob a sign that your body is returning to normal and expect AF prob in the next few weeks. xx

Janet8 - Thursday, 14 May
i'm definitely feeling broody too. It's also that I've been special for about a year now - there were so many people rooting for me when I was pg with Joshua. Now it's kind of back to normal for everyone except me. I still feel like i've been part of a universe-changing event, and nothing will ever be the same for me.

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