06-11-2008 - BFP!!!!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Nervous!

As recomended by my chiropractor I decided to test this morning and I completely melted when I saw the extra line! I thought at first maybe I was just seeing things but then it became darked and darker. I sobbed and thanked God for a good half an hour. I made it to work late because of all the excitement. I then left work early so I could see the doctor. I didnt have an appointment and I had tried to call a billion times and never got a hold of a human so I just went over there. I ended up getting really discouraged because the woman who I talked to was such a bitch! I told her I wanted to see a doctor as soon as possible, I explained my past and then I asked to have a quantative HCG done so I know what my numbers are starting out. I want to know that they are going up. First she said no to everything. Then I cried and told her how hard of a time I had with their facilities last time and that I dont want to lose another baby because they "see so many women everyday". I have an appointment tomorrow to do an ultrasound to make sure there is something in there and make sure everything looks ok. I did give my blood for the HCG test and will have the results tomorrow. I am so nervous and I keep thinking that this muct be a dream. Please God let this one be ok. Please dont take another one from me!

Wish me luck ladies!