15-1-2009 - What the Hell!!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hello my name is Nichole and I am a pee-on-a-stick-aholic. Having said that the other day I had to buy the stupid digital tests because thats all the store had. Got my Big Fat "NOT PREGNANT" in the morning. Well after coming home from work and reading a bit on the forum I decide "hey why not break open the test to check the lines".... What do you know there is an extra super super faint line. DH and I run to the store for dinner and such and pick up a 2 pack first responce. I took the other digital one last night to see if the line was still faintly there and yes. Afterward I though I should have opened the test first to see if maybe there is always an extra super super faint line... But anyway cant rewind time. So I take my first responce this morning and what a surprise its a BFN.... Ugh! Today I have to go to the dr office to get my prenatal prescription filled again and I think I will try to get them to do a beta on me but I doubt that they will. If they dont and I still have no AF I will test again on Monday or something. I still have my appointment for the 21st and I would like to know if I am preggo before then so I can make them do all the testing that day. I also want to know because that is my 21st birthday and if I am not pregnant I am going to be drowing my sorrows in a ton of Tequilla! I dont really remember with my last time if I felt like AF was coming or not but right now and for the last couple days I have felt some cramping in my low low abs. My boobs feel huge but that could also be attributed to my big fat gut and thunder thighs! And I have also been breaking out.. not entirely more than usual but enough to get annoyed over.

Anywho I am rambling, off to work for me... I am really hoping there is less poop today than there was yesterday! Baby Dust to All!