26-1-2009 - Feeling kinda crappy

My mood while writing this blog: yucky

Ok, so I am not covered in hives like my little smiley guy but I have been feeling so yucky since Saturday. I woke up saturday and it hit me so hard! I got a fever of 101.6... not too bad but I took two tylenol. Sunday I still felt sick but not as bad and my temp only got up to 100.4. Today I am still achey and my sinuses are stuffed but its not too bad. I think I will see the chiropractor this afternoon. I called the doctor today to see if he wanted me to do more blood work and he said no. The rise that the numbers took just between wednesday and friday leads him to believe that everything should be going along just fine and he wants me to go in on the 2nd of Feb for another ultrasound. I think I should be around 6 weeks or so by then. So I guess until then I will be trying to take it easy... even though my work is making that very hard on me.

Nothing like a typical Monday morning for me at the day care! I feel like I work with assholes and my boss is just an idiot! Everyday I am there at 6:45am getting the room ready for the soon to arrive 16 infants. By 7:15 or so another girl comes in and by then we have about 8 or 10 babies. Ratio is 1:4 and the Lead Teacher is supposed to come in at 8 but because she goes through a tunnel and rides public transit never makes it in until 8:20 at the earliest. By which Time me and the other girl have 12 babies by our selves. So today... typical day as always except she doesnt come in at all... not only that but neither does the 9 am assistant! Great... 16 babies by 9am and only 2 grown ups! After we finally got some help I guess my coworker blew up at my boss about how it is unfair that we get no warning that people arent coming in and that we will be by our selves... that people never come in on time and we are always out of ratio. I left early today... Too tired and still dont feel good!

Brian was supposed to leave yesterday but ended up leaving today... on my own again. I am so scared that I will lose this one while he is gone just like the last one. On one hand I was glad he was gone so he didnt see me lose my mind but on the other hand I really needed him here when it happened. I am also worried that he will miss something cool... like what if we see a heart beat... poor DH will not be here for that and I know that will make him sad... guess I will have to video tape it! I will write more either after my second appointment or when sometihng happens.