26-2-2009 - 9 Weeks Update

My mood while writing this blog: ok

I am now officially 9 weeks, almost 10 actually! Brian has been home for a couple of weeks now and I am so happy to have him with me again! I have been extreamly hormonal and probably very hard for him to deal with so I am happy to report that we have not killed eachother yet. I dont know why but there are some days where everything he does is wrong... pushes a shopping cart wrong, drives wrong, makes the wrong face or sound, touches me when I dont want him to... I have o admit I have gone off on him a couple of times and I feel terrible for doing so because its not his fault, I know that its just me being bitchy but I know that sometimes he takes my sassiness to heart. My morning sickness is almost gone. I had a stomach last Thursday (the 19th) until that Saturday but I feel much better. I had a little morning sickness Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday I felt sick but didnt throw up. Today I feel great! I even fell like i have a bit of energy. I am hoping that this is just because I am getting farther along and all but at the same time I worry, could the baby have been hurt when I got sick? So really the only symptoms I have now are irritability, some cravings and occasionally sore boobs. I guess I will have to wait and see. My next appointment is 18 March (three weeks from now) and I am super nervous that we will look in and see nothing. I feel like if I can make it past this next appointment and everything still looks ok in there then really there will be no way of losing this one. I know that I will worry until then though.