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| 19-3-2010 - Aweful Dreams |  My mood while writing this blog:crazy |
So I am no stranger to the strange and vivid and real dreams. I typically have very real dreams even when not pregnant so its nothing new. However, I will say that I have NEVER pregnant or not had a miscarriage dream! Last night thats exactly what I had. It was like I was at a hospital and I was in the bathroom and I kept wiping and the blood kept comimg... it was terrifying. It was so real. In my dream I wasnt crying or even upset... it was just happening and I was just emotionless... it was very strange and so upsetting that I woke up at 5am from it and could not get back to sleep. The night before I also had a very rare dream.... In the 8 years of being with my husband I have had maybe 3 dreams where he leaves me but the night before last I had one of those dreams also. It was aweful... he just told me it was over but he didnt leave... and when I tried to make things ok he told me to go away and that he hated me... I dont mind the silly sometimes scarey zombie dreams or the crazy kights in shining armour dreams but boy do I dislike miscarriage and Brian leaving me dreams!
I am officially 9 weeks today... only 6 days til next scan and I am terrified. I want to believe and commit wholey to this baby but I am terrified that I will fail again. I have had brown spotting off and on since my bfp and have had ovarian pain off and on since the begining as well... man I sure do wish I could go back to being a first time pregnant woman and being blissfully unaware of the worries and dangers!
13 Comments on Aweful Dreams
3rdTry - Tuesday, 23 Mar
Aww hun so sorry you are having dreams like that, I have had them to and they are terrible.
min41 - Sunday, 21 Mar
Hugs *** Maybe try listening to some nice music before you go to bed. Fear comes with the territory, but don't let it rule your life, you are stronger than that.
WhatCouldBe2 - Saturday, 20 Mar
You can do it. You can do it. You can do it. You deserve this, your body can do this, You can do this. I thought you might like some affirmations, they always helped me in the depth of my most fearful moments. Most of all, YOU CAN DO IT!
readyfor3 - Saturday, 20 Mar
I was the same way when I was newly pregnant (after my miscarriage)...especially after I had had spotting. Those dreams were awful and I would wake up sobbing and dump a gallon of u/s gel on my belly and try desperately to get a heartbeat with the doppler. After 9 weeks I finally did get the heartbeat! Maybe you should get a doppler??? I heard that husband leaving/cheating dreams are common during pregnancy. I have one of those like once a month.
aussiegirl80 - Saturday, 20 Mar
((hugs)) I hope that you can have some happy dreams tonight :)
oogysmommy - Saturday, 20 Mar
our brains like to play games with us. Every time i have gone to the Dr.. since i found i was pregnant again i am terrified that there wont be a heartbeat, the closer it gets to march 27th the more i worry about this baby. i cant say i can completely understand what you are going threw. I do however have a good idea. I hope that this baby makes it safe and sound. .....*fingers crossed*
gcmum - Friday, 19 Mar
Don't worry it's just your fear.. You love your husband and baby so much that you don't wanna lose them and this "fear in your subconscious mind" becomes your dreams.. So don't worry nothing's gonna happen :) just enjoy your pregnancy without any stress :)
fruitful - Friday, 19 Mar
Yup, blissful denial would be nice sometimes. So sorry we have to go through this and not truly be able to enjoy our pregnancies 100% :(
Amalthea - Friday, 19 Mar
Hey hun..i have had a few of those blood dreams while PG and not PG... awrful to wake up after those dreams...big hugs....
shesAWKWARD - Friday, 19 Mar
i agree with TTO.. i think you should let yourself enjoy your pregnancy. understanding you have been threw alot of heartbreak. but that baby is special i just know it! :)
missing*my*2angels - Friday, 19 Mar
sorry about thos e horrible dreams i had a lot of those and i hate having them. But they can be dreams from you being scared of going though a bad situtation again. keep that faith going.
tto - Friday, 19 Mar
Your dreams are just your fears manifested- doesn't mean any part of it is an omen or foretelling the future. I had scary dreams like that when I was pregnant too, I had two losses. Praying this baby makes it!
butterfly-angel - Friday, 19 Mar
You said it sister - blissful denial!!!!
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