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| 01-4-2009 - Waiting! | My mood while writing this blog:Ok |
So here I am at work… TRYING
to get some work done….but I cant. The Dr
called me late yesterday afternoon, by the time I seen my cell phone, it was
past office hrs. I called the office anyways, but I only got a “we are closed…blah
blah blah” message. She (my Dr) left me a message to give her a call back. And that
was pretty much it. Should I be normally worried. No. but she did say last
Friday that if something showed up on my scan or blood work that she would call
me back this week… and here we are, THIS week, and she calls. So right
away I freak out as I am driving home
after work. I call the husband and immediately start yelling at him, that if
something is wrong with my baby it is all his fault. Poor hunny. I didn’t mean
to lose it. But I was just so upset and emotional. After a few minutes I calmed
down. And gave myself a talk.
Honestly, I don’t know why
she called. Maybe it is nothing… maybe it is something. Regardless, it is out
of my hands. I never had to have these test down with my 2 other children, and
now that these stupid tests are standard procedures now it does add a lot of
stress to us pregnant woman. I hate the stress, but I can only pray that
everything is fine.
I’ve called the Dr back
several times already this morning. (yes, right away at 8:30a, when they open) Her
nurse isn’t answering. I’ve left a message. And I continue to call. I just want
peace of mind at the moment. Be whatever the conclusion is. And I am aware of
the fact that there is a chance of a false positive… and even if it is a
positive POSITVE… then so be it. There are some things in life that are just
not in our control.
And then again, maybe it is
nothing…
I’ll just
have to “patiently” wait for her to call me back. I cant jump into any
conclusions at the moment.
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