08-11-2008 - Bummed

My mood while writing this blog: Upset

I just need to take a few minutes and boo hoo for myself-and this is the only place where people understand! I've just been having a really bad week. It seems like everything is making me cry now. It started Wednesday-I had bankruptcy court. Nothing bad happened at court-I'm just upset about the fact that I had to file for bankruptcy in the first place. It's all from stupid stuff I did years ago for people that are no longer in my life. I bought a truck and a house when I thought I was in love. Ended up not being even close to love and when we split-I got stuck with everything in my name. Anyways...then Thursday was really bad. My fiance had court for two DUI's he's gotten in the last year and a half. They sentenced him to 40 days house arrest and 20 days in jail. He works about three hours away from home-so now he can't come home and visit every couple days. It will be 16 days until he's home again. And when he goes to jail-he checks in on Dec. 16 (same day he gets off house arrest) and he will be in there over Christmas-so that's really upsetting. Then on top of everything someone stole my phone last night. I was able to file an insurance claim for another phone-but all of my pictures are lost. I had all the pics of my dog that I don't have anymore, all the pics of me and Rob from the last year, all of my belly pics. Stuff that was really important to me and now it's gone for good. Then as if I wasn't already emotional enough-I was eating a piece of pizza at work and one of the guys started making fun of me saying that I don't need to be eating pizza and how fat I'm going to be after I have the baby. It was so insensitive-and I told him he really needs to learn how to talk to a pregnant woman-but he's just a jerk and kept at it for the rest of the day. So, I'm sorry for venting for so long-I'm just very upset right now. Thanks for reading ladies.