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| 17-4-2009 - Confused |
My mood while writing this blog: Not Sure |
Why is it that ever since I got into week 12 I've been feeling kind of down?! I thought that entering week 12 would give me some type of relief. Don't get me worng, I am so thankful to have made it this far in my pregnancy and looking forward to many more weeks ahead. But all of a sudden I feel as though I am worrrying more (keeping to to myself of course) about my baby then ever! Why??! I saw my little beaner last week and everything was PERFECT! It made me so happy and relieved, but that only lasted a few days. I just want to start to enjoy this pregnancy and finding it hard. It's almost like I have the "Too Good Blues" you know when things are going too good you're expecting something bad to happen... I feel awful for saying that! I just feel like crying... it this all hormones... why am I not as happy as I want to be... I AM overjoyed about being pregnant, there is no doubt in that. I think I'm just ready for another appointment, so the doctor can tell me everything is okay, I go in 2 more weeks. Then I got that stupid doppler and thought that would answer all my problems and worries, but nope, I can't hear anything my my tummy grumbling. I know it might be too early still, but I try everynight! Well thanks for listening ladies, and if you have any advise on a pick me up let me know!!
11 Comments on Confusedanitra -
Monday, 20 Apr I feel the same why I been a little depress lately not sure why but i been more to myself then before and my husband doesn't understand what i'm going thru right but I honestly don't think he will ever understand how i feel now! but someoen told me that it common for you to go thru a depression stage of your pregnancy i just didn't know that it will happen so early in your pregnancy! Dunni -
Monday, 20 Apr Well... i kinda think as well its all the hormones... When we have been waiting for this miracle to happen for such a long time, just longing for our little baby to the point that it feels our heart is gonna explode, no wonder both our hormones and emotions is in a ravage! Everybody tells me how wonderful i will be as a mum, and nearly everybody cried when i told them i was pregnant, cause they now how big of a struggle it has been... But on the days when i feel down, i'm annoyed by the whole thing, cause what makes them believe that they know more about my abillities of being a mum, than myself! Don't know if u recognice this...... I just think that it is all a part in the process of making us ready! u know... if u didn't have a worry in the world, if u didn't feel down about it from time to time, THEN i would be worried about u! You will not be any less of a mum just because u feel down and not happy all the time! I'm sure of it!! Like others have commented; don't let u'rselt feel down about feelin' down!! perrymama09 -
Friday, 17 Apr I felt the same way around that time everything is ok just hormones sneaking up on you. All I wanted to do al day was cry and was very to myself my fiance was a lil worrid about it, but knew it was just part of pregnancy. I tried just doing something to take my mind off it like playing games online take a nice dip if you have a pool handy make a baby book, read a book anything it will pass I promise and that little guy is just shy that heartbeat will be stronger then ever try and take your mind off of it and you will feel better I promise ok hope everything gets better let me know ok. I went through that very bad and just knew I needed to get out of my mind and it worked numom2b -
Friday, 17 Apr I've been waiting for the other shoe to drop since we got pregs again. It didn't start going away until I could feel the move...but then I would freak when the baby wouldn't move for a few days. The only time I feel any better is when I see the baby in the u/s and they tell me everthing looks great. But the further away from the appt. the neg. thoughts come back. Its natural...its fear, once you've been through such a great loss you do what ever you can to protect yourself and not get too excited. Its really not fair when you think of it, bc then you dont' enjoy being preg, until its the end then you have so much more to worry about. The worry game has only begun for your baby...lets try to pace ourselvs :-) chellechelle -
Friday, 17 Apr I feel down at times, too. This is my 2nd pregnancy so now that I know what to expect, I feel like i'm starting all over and that really seems to be bumming me out lately. I'm still excited to be having a baby, but I wish I could fast forward to after the delivery! I've just come to realize that hormones suck because they are resposible for us all feeling the way we do! It will get better, eventually!! foxitiger76 -
Friday, 17 Apr I have been feeling depressed too and I just saw my baby yesterday, so I know everything is good with my peanut. I just think it's the hormones. I have become an emotional basket case. I was near tears last night because my bf didn't want to go to bed when I did. Stupid!!! But, I felt utterly depressed over it. The hormones wil start to get better. And wait till you feel the baby...then they move all the time so you'll know your good. Just a couple more weeks, around 15 weeks or so you'll feel your bean. RainbowRach -
Friday, 17 Apr dont be hard on yourself babe., its ok to be down or not as happy as you thought. I have been there. sobbing my eyes out, getting more upset cos I am not enjoying every moment! it will pass. just keep on cooking your little bun, all will be perfect x x Ms. Russo -
Friday, 17 Apr I know what your going threw girl, I'm having the same problem for the last week or 2. Its hard, like you said everything is going okay right now and I shouldn't be worring but I am. I know what you going threw and I hope it gets better for the both of us. minkymoo78 -
Friday, 17 Apr It's probably just your hormones, don't get down about feeling down if you get what I mean. Some days I feel down and there's absolutely no reason for it and then the next day I feel great. I'm sure when you're a bit further on you'll hear the heartbeat on the doppler, I didn't get mine until 16 weeks so maybe it's just too early. xx baby bake oven -
Friday, 17 Apr AND I really hope I didn't just freak you out more.... I'm sorry, wtf was I thinking! baby bake oven -
Friday, 17 Apr It's kinda funny.... after my appointment yesterday I feel better today than I have in weeks! However, I have come to realize that this is the last week in the first trimester so if something is going to go wrong it will be now and that has me freaking out now! I think it's just all the hormones driving us out of our minds!!! At least I hope so :-\