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14-7-2011 - Trying to heal

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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I have decided not TTC or think about the words pregnancy,belly,or sperm. After 6 miscarriages in a row it is to much for me. Trying to think about everything else but that. I decided not to test before AF is due or if she is less then 4wks late! Other then using progesterone when I am pregnant I am doing everything else possible. I will be working on the house with DH and exercising. All this TTC and missing has made me nonfunctional to the point I need antidepressants. My DH really isn't broken up about this as we have been TTC for 10yrs and he is now58. He never had children so he noes not what he is missing. I wan't to be able to enjoy life again. I only pray that God will diminish my strong drive to procreate. I feel so sad and broken inside. I really wanted another child.:(

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3 Comments on Trying to heal


roosa - Saturday, 16 Jul
I am so sorry you are going through this. I pray you will find healing and comfort on the journey ahead. I know how hard it is to put TTC aside and try not think about it, to let go. Please be good to yourself. Love, Karin

rockyd - Saturday, 16 Jul
Enjoy life-I truly believe everything happens for a reason. i have had 2 m/c and would love to have a sibling for my almost 2 yr old, but it doesn't seem like it is going to happen. I am blessed, grateful and thankful for my son. i could never imagine my life without him. Enjoy your husband and other children life is to short. Keep prayer alive and ask for peace within and it will surely happen. This is the world we live in. Bad things happen to good people all the time. I know you are stong and you will make it through this. Maybe if you take a break and don't think about it, be atpeace one never know what may happen. i will keep you and your DH in my thoughts and prayers.

mummyteegs(blue) - Thursday, 14 Jul
I'm so sorry it's ended this way. Did any doctors do anything to see why the M/C keep happening? U are a very strong lady to have gone through so much already. Give yourself a break and see how things feel in a while. I'll b thinking of you xxx