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| 19-4-2009 - Life |  My mood while writing this blog:Tired |
Hi ladies. It has been a while so I thought I would update. My daughter went through with the ab. It broke my heart. This past Wednesday I foundout that my 16yr old son has been smoking pot for two yrs now. That killed me.I guess maybe I am not a good mother and was not cut out to raise children on my own because that is what I have been doing for the past 8ys. My DH(there step Dad) never having children of his own doesn't understand how I feel. Due to all of this I have decided that I am not going to TTC and just except that this is not ment to happen and never will for me. So I have taken up a gardening project that will eat up most of my free time. I will be exhaust all the time but at least I will not be obssing about haveing my DH's baby.
To all of you who are pregnant I am so happy for you and love reading about you progress and seeing the belly pictures are my favorite.I do read everyones blogs eventho I don't always respond. Thankyou for being there when I need you.
4 Comments on Life
Abigails Mommy - Tuesday, 21 Apr
Huge Hugs hon. Don't blame yourself. The choices your children make aren't your choices.
minkymoo78 - Monday, 20 Apr
Don't blame your parenting for the way your childrens lives have turned out. My parents brought me up so well but I smoked pot for years when I was younger, it was nothing my parents did at all, it's just a phase I went through. Am so sorry to hear about your daughter and sad to hear you are not TTC anymore. Take care and enjoy your gardening x
Brandy1015 - Monday, 20 Apr
I am sorry things have not been going well for you. Just because your kids make mistakes, doesn't make you a bad mother. All we can do, is try to teach them and point them in the right direction. It is up to them to do the right thing. I hope things get to going better for you. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Take care, and good luck..
nursemommy3 - Monday, 20 Apr
Don't say your not a good mom everyone has there ups and downs even kids. Everyone makes mistakes and even though us mommies try to do everything thing right we're not perfect . I know your daughters ab was very upsetting as i imagine it would be for me if my daughter ends up down that path. I promise you though god doesnt give us more than we can handle just take it one step at a time and it will be ok. Relax and let evrything take its course you never know what wonderful surprises may be around the next turn
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