15-3-2010 - STRESSIN!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hey Ladies,

Its been such a long time since iv been on here! I have literally been having a million things going and i feel like such a basket case! For starters, My husband just moved to alberta to work on the oil rigs, so im really missing him alot, but origanlly before he left, the school he went to for the training to work on the oil rigs told him that he would have 21 days on 2 weeks off which would have been fine, come to find out when he gets out there its a different storey, he gets 3 days off a week and 11 days on, so yaah now me and little man have to move all the way out to alberta from Nova scotia. Second thing thats REALLLLLLLY stresssin me out lol, i went to visit my husband in alberta for a few days while little man was at his grandparents house, and come to realise when i get back to nova scotia, i missed a whole week and a half of B/C and then the other day i started spotting and threw up twice that morning, the last thing i need right now is to be pregnant again, not saying i wouldnt be happy but it just seems to be one thing aftter another, uhg. Third, my sister was about a month pregnant and just found out she lost her baby :( so that was pretty devistating, and last but not least, my mother is super angry at me because im moving because she wont get to see my little man, but i mean if i dont move ill get to see my husband abou 3 times a year and theres just no way i can deal with that, it just doesnt seem like shes supporting me at all, espically when i need her the most, its really hurting.