03-9-2008 - First Blog

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

Hey everyone, so this is my very first blog, and i now am almost 17 weeks pregnant, and it has been amazing!! i can't believe how great my man has been, making me breakfast before he has to go to work, doing all the house work, just letting me relaxe, its been so great, yestrday he knew i had a reallly bad day because sadly we had to give up our baby chichuaua to a new home because we just moved into a condo that doesnt allow dogs, so he knew i was really upset about that, and he came home after work with 24 pink and blue roses and a kitten wrapped in a little bow, it was the cutest thing.

Today i was chatting with a girlfriend and she is also pregnant, with only 11 weeks to go and she just found out today that her man cheated on her last weekend, i could not believe it, i literally sat there and cried for like an hour, Latley EVERYTHING has been making me cry, movies, songs, tv shows, i just break down in tears, but im always happy, i dont feel depressed or anything.

I go for my next doctors appointment on the 12th, i really find that when i go to my appointments the dr seems to rush threw everything, then when i take a minute to ask her a question, i feel like shes making me feel stupid for asking, and i have wanted to find another dr for awhile but i had soo much trouble finding the one i have now that i think it will be impossible to find another one, should i just tell her that i feel like im being rushed threw the appointment? because last week i had a student Dr, just talking to me about my test results and letting me listin to the babys heart beat and the appointment was great, he gave me alot of info and let me ask all the questions i needed to and i feel thats the way it should be.

I have been so excited since my last drs appointment tho, they told me that i get to find out the sex of the baby on the 22nd, i CANNOT wait, ill finally be able to start shopping and decorating, and thinking about some names, YAY!!

Okay so i dont mean to complain on this thing but i need to just get this out there, me and my parents have always had a rocky relationship and i do feel like a big reason for that is my sister, i wont get into details about that but when i told them i was pregnant they seemed really excited for me and everything but for the past couuple of weeks they just seem to be trying to make me stressed and trying to hurt my feelings, for example, i told them we where moving into a new condo and i asked them a month ahead of time to help us move in and they said they would without hessatation, so when it came to the day, i called them at 8AM that morning and there was no answer on there house phone so i called there cell and they said they where taking my sister out of town to see the mountains and go siteseeing, and since we have moved into our new place it took them a month to actually come over and see the new place. there was another time that i wanted my dad to come over and see the first picture of the baby and he was literally 2 minutes away and they said they where busy with my sister.

I dont mean to sound so needy but i feel like they are doing things just to upset me, and they just dont seem to be supportive AT ALL, it just really bothers me.