10-9-2008 - Alittle bit of everything.

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hello again everyone, so i just found out today that my mother inlaw bought plane tickets for me and my husband to go home for the holidays, im so excited, i miss everyone so much, but iam worried about traveling, ill be 31 weeks and when i return ill be 32 weeks as we are staying for 9 days, the airlines say its fine and the only time you shouldnt travel is 36 weeks and plus, but i still get nervous, anybody have any suggestions?

Yay, i have a drs.app on the 12th which is in 2 days, get to hear the babys heart beat again which makes feel great, and then on the 22 we FINALLY get to find out the sex of the baby yay :D, so ill be posting some pictures of that :):):). When is to early to start shopping, iv got some little things but is now to soon to start decorating the nursey and such?

in my last blog i mentioned about my family not being supportive about anything, well i FINALLY confronted them and i know i shouldnt have because my stress level sky rockets that day but it was really starting to get to me, so like i said i confronted them and they sat there and looked at me and said, "oh we're to tired, oh we have to work all the time, and your my personal favorite "your father doesnt like to drive on that side of the city and get stuck in traffic" yet there at my sisters ALL the time, arrrg, its not like im asking them to come over EVERY single night, not even once a week, even once a month would be nice, and i dont ask them to call all the time either but once and a while would be nice, but they always seem to have some lame excuse, i know i probley sound like im complaining alot, but iam only 19 and it seems like the only support i get is from my hubby, one very good friend who lives SO far away :(, my hubbys family, and who ever likes to give it on here, and i know that may seem like alot of support but a girl always needs her mom:(, i cried forever when i got off the phone with them, the conversation ended with them freaking out and swearing at me so i was pretty emotional.

So i guess thats it for now.