11-9-2008 - Hey everyone :)

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hey everyone,

So In my last few blogs i told everyone about my parents and how they are totally unsupportive, and iv decided to just not let it bother me the best i can, why should i be the one upset, they are the ones missing out on everything going on in there first grandchilds unborn life so far, its there loss, i deserve to be happy now, im having a baby :D.

So i have a doctors appointment tomorrow everyone wish me luck, i have been so nervous about something going wrong, do you think at almost 18 weeks if anything was going wrong you would know about it? like a miscarriage or anything, i just get so worried sometimes, i mean iam doing everything iam suppost to, eating right, exercise, vitamins and such, i guess its just that its my first time going threw all these new changes.

I woke up this morning and iam having alittle bit of pain in the middle of my back its not terrible or anything and it feels alittle better when im standing up, is this normal? please any comments will be a great help. :D. Anyways need to get some baby sleep:) good night everyone hope all is well with all of you :)