01-5-2008 - ARCHIVE --- starting my TTC journey

My mood while writing this blog: good

I ALSO MOVED THIS FROM MY PROFILE PAGE.....THIS WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY SHORT TTC JOURNEY.....

5/07/08 - Ok So I kinda decided last minute last month that I would go a head and TTC....It didn't happen. I have mixed feelings about it. But I'm on CD 5 and I have to make a big decision.....I have to decide if I am going to TTC this month or wait about 4 months....my reasoning....I work for the school systems so I am off in the summers and if I wait a few more months and get pregnant when I plan to, that would put a birthdate sometime in the summer. My angel was due on June 3rd :-( It was perfect because we didn't plan him but he was going to be born during a perfect time but......anyway, back to my big decision - I better hurry up and decide within the next few days and give my boyfriend enough time to prepare for some serious BD in a few days!!!!! lol :-)

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5/09/08 - So I'm on CD 8.....guess we are going for it this month!! So....wish us luck! :-)

5/25/08 - I decided to continue writing down my thoughts in my blog. At least until we get our BFP!! So if anyone is interested, please join me in my thoughts by reading in my blogs..

5/25/08 ----- Ok well I decided to write my thoughts down in my blogs instead of my profile page. Today is about CD 23/24. So I'm in the dreaded 2ww. But actually, my family is visiting and we have lots of stuff to do this weekend so my mind is somewhat busy. I told my boyfriend that if we are not pregnant this month than we will wait 3 or 4 months to try so the baby will be born in May or June since that works better for my work schedule. Then if we don't get pregnant within 2 or 3 months of trying then (which will be in October) then we will wait until next year in the summer to try again......I don't know if I will be able to wait a whole year but that is my plan!! So....hopefully it will happen sometime within the next 5 months!! So I am already off of work for the summer! YAY!! But I want to find a job for the summer to not only keep me busy, but we are sooo low on funds (my boyfriend is going to school at the moment so he's not working or getting paid as much as he used to). But today is a pretty good day. It's a lazy Sunday afternoon - even my dog is being lazy!!! lol. So well see what the day brings!! Only a week til I test..........

5/31/08 ---- I couldn't help it!!.....I tested today. Me and my boyfriend went shopping last night and we picked up a pack of 3 of the cheap pregnancy tests. They say that you can test the first day of a missed period. Well, I'm not expecting AF for about 3 more days. I soooo wish I would have bought the Clearblue or one of the other types of tests that say you can test like 5 days BEFORE a missed period. Oh well. I guess thats just my little "voice" telling me to be patient. So I am going to wait until Monday to test again (today is Friday) so needless to say, it's going to be a looooong weekend. But I am still planning to stick to the plan that if I'm not pregnant now that we are going to wait a few months then start trying so the baby will be born next summer. One good thing is that I'm going to start a new job on Monday so that will take my mind off TTC if I'm not pregnant. I am soo looking forward to working so I can catch up on bills and hopefully save some money for when we actually do have a baby so I can take some time off. Well, see what happens I guess.