20-11-2008 - Happy Again!

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

Hello Ladies,

I hope all is going well with everyone pregnancy and all of my TTC friends. This has not been an easy time for me, but everything is coming together now. My boyfriend has done a 360, I love you "Dr.D" He realize that he has a good woman now and know I'm only hear to love him, not to hurt him. Today is his birthday and I plan to make this day special for him (against my will). I didn't blog about a situation that happen between my department head and myself, I’m a special education teacher, so when I found out I was pregnant I told my department head person (Kim Terrel) that I was pregnant, that B**ch looked at me and said "Do I suppose to say Congratulations?" I wanted to say yes b**ch you do, with your ignorant ass. But since I'm a "lady" I said "this was not a planned pregnancy, but I know it’s a blessing from God" and the b**ch still rolled her eyes at me. See I wanted to grab her at that point but I didn't, I just went in my classroom and cried because you know we are so emotional at this stage. On top of all that I had to come home to my man mad at me because I'm pregnant, so I was going through it. But I prayed and God answers prayers. My department head apologize and my boyfriend has been more than helpful. He even asks me if I want sex or not now.... I was shocked, because sometimes I just don’t feel like it but hate to tell him "no". So for NOW he's great being the MAN I need him to be.

Best of luck to my TTC friends I admire you all so much for your courage, I think I probably would have given up, if it wasn't for you ladies, knowing what I'm taking for granted is in your wishes. I LOVE YOU LADIES!